Loving Them..

Westlife.. Currently this boyband latest album is on my playlist.. Its on repeat mode.. Whahaha.. Am loving all the songs especially:

• I Do..
• Its You..
• Have You Ever Been In Love..
• You Must Have Had a Broken Heart..

The whole album is very nice.. I suggest you should go and buy the whole album or at least download the songs.. [Konpom inda menyasal]..

The lyric of You Must Have A Broken Heart.. [ke jantung ku ni uleh lagu ah]..

The way you say,
The things you do,
The softness of the words you choose,
The times that you can read my mind,
And take my worries outta sight..

Your fingers touching on my lips,
That say a kiss, is still a kiss,
And when you look at me, I see,
I see the pain that you had to feel..

You must have had a broken heart,
To love me the way you do,
Must have been so torn apart,
I can see it when I look at you..

All the meaning that is in your eyes,
The love you give will never die,
And I knew right from the start,
You must have had a broken heart..

You seem to have that certain smile,
I can’t forget after a while,
The day you walked into the room,
At once I knew the hurt,
That you’d been through..

You must have had a broken heart,
To love me the way you do,
You must have been so torn apart,
I can see it when I look at you,
All the meaning that is in your eyes,
The love you give will never die,
And I knew right from the start,
You must have had a broken heart..

Sometimes, when it’s late at night,
And I see your face in the firelight,
Showing all the love you have for me,
Well I love you as much..

You must have had a broken heart,
To love me the way you do,
You must have been so torn apart,
I can see it when I look at you,
All the meaning that is in your eyes,
The love you give will never die,
And I knew right from the start,
You must have had a broken heart,
Sometime (sometime)..

Must have been to torn apart (must have had a broken heart, yeah),
I can see it when I look at you (all the meaning that is in your eyes),
The love you give will never die,
And I knew right from the start,
You must have had a broken heart,
Sometime..

Kreativ Blogger..

Nominated for the Kreativ Blogger Award by Shu'aib
Thanks Shu..

• the winner may put the logo on her/his blog
• put a link to the person you got the award from
•nominate 6 blogs
• put links to the blogs
• leave a message for your nominees

&

my nominees are:

Anih
Lady
Minna
Andy-Z
Queen Freak
Naima-Ramzi

okay done!

Catching up..

No updates for the past 3 days.. What have i been doing?

Sure thing am a lil bit busy with my normal life.. Trying my very best to familiarise myself with the early morning wake-up and the long lectures.. Whahaha.. Well actually this semester most of my lecture time will be in the morning.. Almost no afternoon class except for Tuesday.. Whoa..

But there might be changes to some of the schedule though..

Monday? The first day i met the new intake.. Havent got the chance to check on them.. Whahaha.. Busy day for me and myself.. In the afternoon, i went home with Schiz.. Thanks for the ride babe.. Am loving the time we spent together.. Hanna joined us too..

Promised to join Schiz, Hanna, Moon and Dieja that evening but i simply cant.. Need to finish up the reports.. I didnt sleep that night..

Tuesday, met some of the new intake.. Some look nice!! Eyeing on them? I wont!! They are such a kiddo for me.. Whahaha..

Yeah, there was this one particular time that the junior got in to my lecture room.. I was being so jahat and i boo-ed him.. Sorry boy!! Pity you!!

Then went out to photocopy the reports.. Its a very tiring day.. I must say.. Was stressed but i didnt show it to my friends.. Had my lunch with the babes at Batu Besurat.. There were Hanna, Myza, Dieja, Schiz, 'Amirah, Qmah and Jamz.. If Ka Sofie and Moncel join, it would have been the whole family..

Urm, then submitted the reports.. Am dissatisfied with the quality actually.. Will try to do something with it later this morning.. If i can convince Mr. Jeff..

Went home with Dieja and that evening was having a dinner treats at Simply Shaz.. Thanks Myza for the food.. Am loving you babe.. Then we went to the Padang and guess what.. I was challenged to play the bouncer with the kids..

And i won the challenge and won myself a free voucher to eat at the Airport Restaurant.. Whahaha.. Thanks to the contributor, Hanna.. Loving you too babe..

Late that midnight [subuh], we went to the stadium for a mini lepak-ing session.. Met my lil bro Dauz and introduced him to Schiz.. Whoa.. What a night..

I arrived at my home around 2ish moring and took a quick shower.. Wash my face and go straight to my bed.. Then i woke up around 4pm.. Whoa.. Its 14 hours sleep after few days being not sleeping..

Wanted to go out but having nowhere-to-go so i stayed at my home and started to feeling uneasy when i was thinking my reports.. I know i have to do something about it..

Then, only late in the evening i checked my blog and nominated by Shu'aib for the krativ blogger award.. Thanks to him.. Actually i myself am loving his blog.. If only i was nominated by other blogger then his blog will surely be in my nomination list..

Why i didnt nominate my babes blog? Ehehehe.. I dont wanna be biased.. Ehehehe.. Btw, am not sleeping again tonight.. What happened to me?

Can i have the sleeping pills? Have no class for the whole week.. But i've something else to do later.. Morning plan to see Mr. Soh and Mr. Jeff.. Afternoon, went out with Azmee, Jirole and Hanna.. Sham might not join us later..

Hopefully everything will go fine..

My Weekend..

Went to the Pesta Pantai yesterday after my lunch-out session with [a].. The lunch-out session was at Mr.Pizza, The Mall.. [ramai urg eyh.. ada this kids idol singing competition bnarnya.. but as if it attracts my attention].. Met Ariff and Jiemah at the Mall..

Had 'air kelapa' at the Pesta Pantai [again so ramai orang].. It was fun [baju ku sja agak formal tdi].. Wasnt plan to go there actually..

Then later in the evening we went out for an early dinner session at KFC.. Ehehehe.. Thanks for spending time with me.. Thanks..

I didnt take any photos today but this one.. Ehehehe..

Nyummy!! It comes with an FM Radio..
But havent tested the radio as yet.. It comes with no batteries..

Will be updated again.. Tired!!

Can I Drive?

Whoa.. Am too sleepy now.. Will update my story later.. Btw, i might be going out later.. Will be updating about it later but you can enjoy the picture as for now..

Hanna and Me..

Some of lepak-ing family:
Moon, Hanna, Schiz, Qmah and Mamat..

Last but not least, Happy Birthday to my fellow blogger, bro Marriz..

In the Newspaper..

Whoa, there is this news coverage on the 888.. Yeah, 888.. Nice huh.. Its said to be the so-called luckiest day of the century for couples to tie the knot.. Whahaha..

Its the 8th August 2008 or the 08.08.08 day..

Its on Friday!! I feel like i wanna join the whole crowd.. Wanna do something special or extra ordinary on that day but thing for sure its not about being in a relationship again.. Am kinda not ready for that.. I wont expect it to happen.. But sometimes i must say that, things happen when we least expect it to happen..

So yeah.. We are just 2 weeks away from that day.. But yeah, i dont have to wait for the tripple eight day to do something special.. Whahaha..

Everyday, i feel am so special.. Its half past 4pm.. Prepared the baju for tonight though i am not sure with whom i'll be going later..

Am thinking to buy a new baju again though.. But need to have a second thought on it.. I have not take any new pictures for today.. I might upload some photos later [atu pun if i am going out later]..

How to Start a New Life?

"only when you empty the teacup,
you can get a cup of good tea"

This Sunday, i might go out for lunch with si ex [a].. I havent reconfirm where to have the lunch as yet..

Earlier today, i spent my time watching an Indonesian movie, Love.. Whahaha.. I watched it twice already today.. Have nothing much to do actually..

Oh, msn-ed with Hanna.. She might be going out later with Schiz, Moon and Mamat.. They will go around 6pm later.. Didnt hear anything from Dieja as yet.. Myza, might not going if the fiance has to work later.. Qmah going out with Edyn.. Me? I dont know..

My cousins asked me out.. Nazri asked me out too.. Dieja did asked me out but it has to be confirmed [slalu wa last minute]..

Life Being Single..

Owh yeah.. I didnt sleep the whole night yesterday.. Was busy blogging instead.. Whoa.. It was fun.. Ehehehe..

Then around 9am i get ready coz i've promised 'Amirah to join her finalising her financial plan.. Met her around half past 10am.. There she was with Mai.. Urm, then at 11am, went back to see si ex.. Si ex invited me out for lunch.. Ehehehe.. [pandai i hint si ex ani eyh].. Well actually, Dieja and Schiz asked me to meet si ex..

Then we went out for lunch at Ideal, Gdg.. I skipped my Jumat pray.. Whoa.. Then went to The Mall with si ex for awhile.. Just to kill the time actually.. Si ex working time was 2.30pm actually..

After going out with si ex, i texted Hanna and invited her out for our milk tea session at Easyway.. Whahaha.. We were talking about relationship.. Its kinda a long talk actually..

Hanna, thanks babe for being a good listener.. Am glad that you were there for me.. Sorry if somehow it makes you thinking of your ex too.. Didnt mean to do so..

Then i sent Hanna to Dieja house.. But made a short stop at Qmah house before that.. Ehehehe.. Then am home and waited for Schiz to pick me up but she didnt show up.. Dieja picked me instead.. Ehehehe.. It was fun!!

Once i met Schiz, she was saying out loud: "Sal, welcome to the club"..

I was like: "What?"

Then only i know its the single club.. Uwa.. Am single back.. Am glad.. At least, i've only myself to be taken care of..

I went home early today.. It was around 8ish pm.. Then i received some calls from friends saying sorry to hear me being single again.. Then i explained it was me who call for the relationship to be ended.. Am glad i did..

Then, exes of mine msg me..

Si ex [a]: Aloha. Hows things?

Me: Life is ok but being single.. Ehehe.. Nada lh.. Hows urs?

Si ex [a]: Thngs r ok ok sja. Nthng much. Juz da usual work2 stuffs. Bhapa ne? Ngayau ke padang or melepak? Seeing someone special at the mo?

Me: Now at my home.. In my room to be exact.. Not going anywhere.. Nada lah, will stop seeing new people now.. Just being special to myself..

Si ex [a]: But am not new to you.. Wanna meet up?

Then i didnt reply but gave a miss-call only..

Si ex [h]: Ive just read ur bloggie. Idk y i text u up. Jgnth sad. I know youre a strong person. Awes remember, a strong positive mental attitude will create miracles :) Tc

Me: Thanks.. Not even sad..

Si ex [h]: Oh urwc. Glad ure not depressed. Lemme guess, ure out again eh? If its true, enjoy ur night. Jgn gauk2. Dont sleep late. Tc. Ima off nw. Nites. Imy.

Then i didnt reply but gave a miss-call only..

Owh yea.. Now am still online msn with si ex [a].. Now my msn nick is: Single but unavailable..

Btw, this is my picture today.. Taken while i was with Hanna at Easyway, Serusop.. Am missing my ex [z.i]..

Me being single again.. Nice?

Single is not Lonely..

Who says those single people is lonely? They are not.. Single is not equal to lonely.. Huhuhu.. Wanted to make an announcement here that am back to my single life again.. I might not looking for another one soon [as before am the one who looks for them]..

Once again, am at the stage where i myself isnt ready to be in a relationship anymore.. Well, not in the near future.. Am not trying to avoid being in love again but do i really need them at the first place?

No!! I dont think so.. Am not being denile here but thats the fact of life.. You have an option to believe or not to believe..

What am suggesting here is that i better put my focus back to my studies and try to improve my grades.. Luckily [am not lucky, i've worked hard to get it] to get those good grades so far.. Need to improve the grades or at least maintain it [ckap sja snang lah.. usaha mesti tambah]..

Am glad to have my babes around me.. They are my loyal supporters [even kdg-kdg durg argue things with me jua].. But thats what i love about my babes.. They voice out their thought [bkn mcm sglintir urg, tau accept sja nyamankan hati kwn]..

Owh, talking about supporting.. I believe i do my part too.. I will always support them too.. Babes, we need to do this together.. Here i would like to mention the names of people that somehow for some unknown reasons have actually help me in my studies..

Ka Sofie
My respect for her is very high.. Despite the fact that she is having a family to take care of, she's the best student last year.. She always scored high in the tests and assignments.. She's the one to be beaten.. I almost never beat her in class but yeah i did few times.. Hope i can do more.. Very competitive.. Doing great in almost all units..

Qmah
A good friend of mine.. Nice.. Very nice indeed.. Sometimes she gives me a ride.. Ehehehe.. Owh, she's another competitive friend in term of studies.. Well, at the 1st half of the last semester her result was a lil bit sliding but she managed to keep the competition high.. She's another top scorer especially in accounting..

Kim
The lucky guy.. Luck is always with him.. I envy that.. Sometimes, he dont need to do revision for any tests or assignments but still he got a good mark.. Well, not best but good.. Sometimes better than those people who is readily prepared.. He almost never join our group discussion but still we love him..

Myza
She is one of the many reasons am still here.. I almost give up my studies at one particular time but with her support here i am.. Standing high above others.. Ehehehe.. Well, She's good.. She can do well in her studies if she can only believe more in her own capabilities.. Believe in yourself dear.. She's better in accounting than me but lacks of writting creativity.. She can do better.. I owe her alot.. Btw, its your birthday today.. Happy birthday..

Hanna
She's good in memorising things.. Trust me.. Before she kinda dont like our discussion session but now she always be there when we do our group discussion.. Thanks babe for the support.. Owh, she's good in accounting too..

'Amirah
Such a beauty lady.. Lawa~ Sopan~ Ehehehe.. What i love about this girl is the fact that she is the very organise person.. Whoa.. Very!! I can simply count on her.. Very trustable person too.. She's good in most of the units especially in Information System.. But, the area for her to improve is Internation Trade and Finance, the macro-economics.. I love her cookings too.. *hinting*

Jamz
I love her willingness to join our group discussion despite the fact that she lives at KB.. Whoa, long drive.. She got the high determination to study.. She is doing good so far.. What i notice about Jamz is the fact that she wants her notes to be as neat as possible.. Ehehehe.. Tidy green.. In creative writting, she can easily nailed it.. She knows how to explain things.. Owh she can cook as well.. *hinting*

Mona
Oh, this babe is doing very good in accounting.. Urm, she's loud especially in our accounting class.. Ehehehe.. Nothing much to describe about her but yeah she could improve her grades if she can improve her explaination skills..

Schiz
This lately, i almost see her everyday.. I love her effort to study.. She joined almost all the group discussionS.. If she got stuck on something, she will ask for explaination, which is good.. I love that attitude.. So far she's getting good grades too..

Michelle
This girl kinda berangin sikit.. She's moderately good in everything.. She's very confident.. Ehehehe.. Almost all the time, she left the room early during the tests.. Whoa.. Sometimes she turns up for our group discussions depending on the units/topics.. But i can say that she's good in Information System too..

All in all that is my babes.. I love them all.. Kim, hope you dont mind i called you the babes too.. Whahaha.. This is our final year.. Keep focusing.. Thanks for the support..

Btw, i cant sleep tonight [even till now 8.37am].. So i've taken some photos.. Photos of my first day being single again.. Ehehehe.. The outcomes wasnt that bad..

My look.. Wasnt that bad.. Cute.. Whahaha.. Prasan..
Bowh, people will notice my pink selimut..

Me with my lappy.. My lappy is my heart..

No!! No!! No!!
My lappy is what i use to see my heart..

What are you looking at?
Am single but you really want to know my heart is?

This is my heart..
My very own www.faiz-hs.blogspot.com

Am Free..

Today i wasnt in my good state.. Am in my bad mood.. Actually my day wasnt that bad in the morning.. In the morning, i went to SMPDSM, Mentiri for the parents-teacher meeting, where i happened to meet my babe, Qmah.. Well, i have to represent both my parents today.. It was for my lil bro, Opie..

My lil bro's performance is sliding now.. He got credit for all the subjects but again it wasnt his best performance.. I know he can do it better.. He is in secondary 1A now, doing Design and Technology.. Gosh!! Head-ache..

Looked thru the M1 listing.. As for the 1st term test, my bro was ranked 24 out of 2++ students.. But now as for the mid-year exam, he was ranked 55.. He need to focus.. Thats the only way..

Owh yeah, done with that part then in the afternoon i received a text msg from my cousin..

Jidah: Bang, mana kita inda kita bdating?

Me: Cna kn bdating lai, i klahi msih sma si love.. Mls i mengalah.. Huhuhu.. Napa?

Jidah: Ptut lah si love time ni sama other guy eyh.. Cian jua kita.. Bh, kami jln ni.. Ikut?

Tarus tia i kol my cousin si Jidah ani..

Me: Apa eyh.. Ko bnar-bnar wa? Jgn main-main ani wa.. Dmna ko ni? Ia dmana? Sama sapa? Encem th dgn nya ah?

Jidah: Ni ku d the mall.. Arh food court ah.. Ada ya tdi..

Me: Bah ko candid kn ia.. MMS ku slajur ah.. Krg ku blanja ko..

I waited for her MMS.. After 5 mins.. I still received nothing..

I waited for her MMS again.. After 10 mins.. I still received nothing..

Then the moment i tried to call my cousin, then the MMS came.. Yeah, it was the picture of si love with other guy.. I dont know the reason why i felt something.. It seems to me that i know the guy..

Wonder why i wanted to know this details despite the fact that i knew my relation with si love will not last longer..

I did mentioned to si ex sometimes last week that me and si love will no longer be together.. But i didnt really expect it to be this short though.. Well, i've been with si love for almost 2 months now.. But yeah.. I dont mind if this relationship is gonna end this way..

Late in the afternoon, si ex texted me..

Si love: Love, i miss you. I will call you later.

Me: Okay, yes.. We need to talk..

Si love: Talk? Why? What happened?

Me: Call saja karang wa..

It was around 5pm.. Then being in an unstable state, i went online and my babe, 'Amirah asked me whether i've collected my business plan or not.. Guess what Sham didnt informed me about this.. Whattabitch..

This even spoilt my day.. How in the world he as the leader didnt inform me? This report need to be recheck and hand in this Tuesday!! It really pissed me off..

So i drove to collect the report documents around half past 5pm.. I hate this.. Why all this happened to me all at one time? Cant i have time to relax my self?

So yeah the whole afternoon i regain some conciousness.. Trying my best to be a stronger person.. I know i can deal with this situation..

Then in the evening.. Si love gave me a call.. Right from the start si love acted normal.. As if nothing was happen.. So i acted like nothing happen too.. Maybe i was wrong.. Maybe si love was just having the eat-session with a friend.. Just a friend.. So i dont bring up that story as yet..

Then si love kept on telling me that si love is missing me all the time.. Owh, i smiled [a fake smile]..

Si ex then asked, hows my day.. I answered and that was my cue.. I know i should ask the same question too.. So i asked si love, hows ur day?

Guess what? Huhh.. Story-maker..

Si love: Busy me seharian ani.. Kn lunch pun nada masa wa.. [whoa, kaja mantap kalah menteri]..

Me: Cian jua.. Dari pagi th u inda mkn ni? Ptg inda u kuar minum? Lapar tu eyh..

Si love: Inda.. Byk wa kaja ah.. My assistant lagi nada time ni.. Cuti sakit, teseliuh kakinya main bola..

Whaddaheck.. Liar!! I wanted to hang up the phone but yeah am still strong ebough for a debate session.. Lets settle the problem.. Whahaha..

Me: Jidah nampak u tdi di the mall with other guy.. So u busy lah.. Sapa th tu d the mall ah? And sapa the guy? Inda jua ptut ur assistant yg cuti teseliuh kan?..

Si love: If u tau napa u tanya me? Napa inda caya kn me? So u lebih caya kn urg lain dari me?

Me: Hey, mun kn tau.. Brunei ani damit.. Mun nada bukti maybe inda ku caya lai.. Lgipun she's my cousin..

Si love: Bah, if inda pcayakn me.. Lbih cayakan urang.. Jgn th plg sama me.. Cari plg urang lain..

Me: Ok.. Fine.. Bkn me yg kn sma u at first.. Bh, we end it like this sja.. I bet we are done.. Jgn th contact lagi..

By then, si love hung up the phone.. At that particular time, i do wanted to cry but i just cant.. No its not that i cant but i dont want.. Huh.. What am trying to say here? [rasa kn menangis wa but i inda mau nanges]..

Am not sad that that relationship was ended but i was kinda sad due to the fact that my love relationship isnt work as smooth as it should be.. I miss having a long term relationship.. I dont want this kiddo relationship..

I rather be single than having this shor terms relationship.. Maybe am the type of guy who cant settle down as a long term couple.. *sigh*

Then almost midnight, si ex texted me..

Si ex: Sorry for my wrong doings. I know its my fault, but if i am to be given another chance to be with you. I'll do it differently. I wont do the same mistake again. I'll never regret being with you. I'm missing the moment i spent with you now.

Whahaha.. [Tebuat atu.. Belum jua batah wah..] I didnt reply the msg.. To me, its the end.. Simple!!

Owh, earlier this afternoon Dieja invited me to join her and Schiz but i rejected their offer.. Babe, am glad that i didnt join you babes.. Otherwise, it might have spoilt ur day too..

Am wide awake now till 5.30am.. Gosh!! Am free now.. I can concentrate with my studies and will be able to spend more quality time with the family and friends.. Owh, not forgetting my exes too..

Lakas Tah Becerita..

Rabu.. Cna ah? Urm, pagi atu aku stay sja di rumah.. Well, akhir skit ku bgun, dlm pkul 10am bru tah ku bgun tu.. Yatah, bgun-bgun ku atu mcm byk wa rupanya kn ku kraja kn atu.. Kpisan eyh.. Mulanya atu panyap lgi bks tido then baru th buka lappy.. Check blog den tarus online msn.. Pastu bru th i sediakan my baju coz ptg atu i ada plan sikit with my cousin.. Ehehehe..

Ptg atu, tgu punya tgu nada jua si cousin ani dtg ambil aku so i msg my cousin ckap cancel sja lerr the plan and so i bawa my mum bjaur.. Ehehehe.. Lama dah inda jln bdua with my mum ani bnarnya.. Kmi jln atu pun ard 2pm dah.. Ehehehe.. Al-maklum have no time to do this wa.. Klau ada pun msa my parents trima sja i ikut jln..

So yeah, that ptg i bwa my mum shopping kain utk raya.. Ehehehe.. Nice.. My mum bought 2 pasang already.. Katanya nanti lagi dh jln wif my sis.. Den i trasa lapar, maklum msa lunch tdi inda join my parents mkn.. So i bwa lah my mum msuk d Jollibee, Seri Q-lap.. Siuk lah jln-jln with my mum ani.. Budget langsung inda kuar.. Apa yg penting, i mesti hint sja.. Huhuhu.. Siuk eyh..

Den ard 4ish atu kmi ambil my sis balik kaja lgi, tym ni my bro-in-law nada wa for 2 weeks.. Kursus ya, yatah kmi yg ambil my sis atu.. Whahaha..

Owh, bnarnya ptg atu i janji dah sama si Schiz and Dieja and jln japs p tlajak wa msa i atu.. Ehehehe.. Sorry babes.. Inda dsengajakn tu.. Huhuhuh.. Den akhir ard 6ish bru th join durg.. Wawawa.. Siuk jua lah.. Terhibur i.. Den mlm tu liat movie lgi dbilik Dieja.. Sioks.. Kmi liat Kungfu Panda.. But i liat halfway sja.. Tetido i wa.. I dah liat dat movie bnarnya.. Dieja msak Mee Rebus for us.. Ehehehe.. Thanks.. Mamah belikan mata kucing.. Nyummy!! I like.. I pajak smua.. Inda plg smua..

Den ard 11pm tu lepaks jap, minum-minum.. Durg ordered minum panas but i ordered ABC.. Nyummy but inda nyaman coz jagung nya inda fresh wa.. Benci i.. Den the warung tune in to Kristal FM.. Dj Ezan kaja wa.. Yatah all the way atu ia pasang all this love songs.. I like plg but mcm i inda suka lah ia kna pasang dat mlm.. Haiya, kn tau napa? Mcm-mcm ku buat spaya inda kdapatan emo ku mlm tu..

Well, that afternoon msa jln sma my mum atu i tjumpa wa my ex msa di MD dlu.. Uwa.. Pcaya, lari ya msa tliat i.. Whahaha.. Ktara th bdusa ah.. :p Yatah, mcm mental jua ku lah skajap..

So balik smula ceta pasal lagi cinta ani wa.. Emo ku tarus bnarnya.. Especially part long-term relationship.. Uwa sedih ku eyh.. Nanti th ku ceta lah.. Yatah rabu ku tu.. Balik umah pun akhir wa kn pkul 12 lalu.. Balik umah i read thru my old msgs book.. Uwa.. Uwa.. Uwa.. Bah eyh.. Oba th ku plg nah..

Thanks Schiz for the ride.. Am loving ya..

Slightly Busy Day..

Sorry for the lateness in updating the post.. Was busy this two days.. Today (Thursday) most probably another busy day for me..

Will be updated later, InsyaAllah.. As for now, enjoy the pictures.. [i dont look nice on some of the photo].. Btw, its almost 3.30am now.. Uwa.. Uwa.. Uwa.. But wait.. Its raining now.. Siok eyh.. Hopefully i dpt tidur ni dgn aman.. Ehehehe..

Bejaur lagi kh?

Tdi i went out with my cousin, kajap lgi kn jln jua lgi.. Ehehehe.. Siok jua lerr jln ani.. Suka jua i.. Kna bawa jln sja.. But duit i sja yang smakin susut time ni.. Budget lari wa..

Urm, later this evening kn ke padang with Dieja.. Dieja tais liur kn mkn sotong tutuks.. I pun ada jua crave-kn something but krg dh dpn mata, ilang tu tais liur ah.. Lain plg tu yang kn dbeli.. Benci jua i tu.. Whahaha..

Yatah ckap psal budget lari ani, i ada kisah sikit.. Huhuhu.. Its kinda funny jua.. Owh.. Got to go now.. Otherwise, i'll be late ni.. Takoot jua i tu ktinggalan pesawat..

Btw, tdi msa lawat Anih's blog, she posted about this photo editing thingie.. So, i've tried the PhotoFunia.. It was kinda fun but has very limited choices.. Will try again next time though..

My Outing Last Night..

A very good morning to everyone.. Ehehe.. I woke up so early today, despite the fact that i only came home after 1 in the morning.. Wanted to update my posting but i was kinda lazy to open my lappy.. Ehehe..

So yesterday around half past 5pm, i went to meet Hanna, Marriz, Zara and Wali at Blue Eden.. It was the very first time i met them, but the outing turned to be not so bad.. They are nice..


Later that day ard 6ish pm, Schiz, Dieja and Abg Taher joined us.. Ehehe.. It was fun.. I talked so damn much yesterday especially with Schiz.. Am loving it~



Zara, Wali and Marriz left us around 7pm.. Then only our built-in camera became so useful.. Taking more photos of us.. Vain!! Loud!!

After that we were planning to go to the padang actually but Dieja kinda reluctant to go coz it was kinda rain.. *inda jua labat bnarnya, benci jua i tu* But yea, Dieja was hungry so we went up to Seri Mama, Bandar for the late dinner..


At that one particular time while having the dinner, there was this sound of firework and i excitedly went out of the restaurant to witness the beauty of the firework but sad to say there was none.. Abg Taher was saying that, it was just a practice.. *benci jua i tu*

Around 9pm, we cruised around Gadong.. Owh, Gadong was a lil bit die down nowadays owing to the perayaan.. Ehehehe.. Having nowhere to go, so we went to Yajuta (komunis)..


I as usual wont buy anything.. So did Schiz.. Hanna wanted to buy this Chris Daughtry album but bought nothing in the end.. Only Dieja bought a DVD last night.. Ehehe..

It was like 10ish pm and we decided to hangout at Stadium.. But we sent Hanna back home first.. Ehehe..

At the Stadium, the rain was like so heavy and we felt so cold but still we were like so crazy.. Am loving it..

Cousins of Schiz joined us too.. There were Mamat and Salleh.. They were vain like us.. *siok*

Ok, to make the story short.. I came home around 1ish am.. Before that we sent Schiz home..

Am tired still, need my bed.. Will upload the photos later.. Whahaha..

Interesting fact about yesterday..

Marriz said: 'Faiz, u look different today.. Owh maybe the new haircut..'

Hanna said: 'lain usulmu today, shave ko'

Dieja said: 'new spec ka?'

Am loving people attention towards me.. Ehehe.. Thanks!!


Owh i almost forgot, si ex is really into me.. Texted me for no obvious reason but just to remind me to take care about my self.. Thanks for the so-called before-to-bed message..

Ok, am off now.. *tidur*

Bejaur lagi..

Hari ani mcm byk sgt udah jln ku but masih jua ku kn jln krg.. Tau th, tdi pgi i dgnkn my cousin buat beli barang for his UBD next week.. Then balik umah, then jln lgi coz tdi pgi tu pun jln kajap psal si cousin ani msih lgi celebrating mood wa.. Yatah ya kn bejaur sja jua msa ni..

Tdi lunch ia kuar lunch with his best friends, so i mls kn join.. Oh after ia lunch tdi, ia msg smada i want to accompany him this ptg or inda.. So i said, am free plg coz my babes blum lgi reconfirm kn jln or inda mlm ni.. Ehehehe..

Msa jln atu, mengusut jua i lah coz my hp tinggal wa.. Slalu ni, if my hp tgl i tarus ilang mood kn jn.. After i balik jln wif si Ajim atu pkul 3ish pm, then tarus th i check my hp.. Ada msg dari Hanna and Dieja kn bwa i jln later.. Ehehehe.. Iski ku smula.. Batah dh i inda jln sma durg.. Almost 2 weeks.. Windu jua i tu..

Plan awal krg ke Blue Eden coz Hanna kn jumpa si Marriz.. Then, i tanya after that kn kmana.. I hinting kn ke padang plg.. Kn cuci mata i eyh..

Should i wait for him?

Owh, as being mentioned in my previous posting that today i'll be going out with my cousin, Ajim to help him buy some stuff.. Well, actually i expected him to message me like 9am or so but no.. I was totally wrong.. He texted me on quarter to 7am.. That is way so early..

He told me that he'll be picking me up that early so that we can go out for our breakfast first.. He mentioned about Gin Chew.. Whoa.. Am so wanted to eat their roti kuning.. Ehehehe..

Then i was ready at 8am but till now that cousin of mine is still not around.. Janji melayu jua banar eyh.. Benci i.. Whahaha.. So yeah, i'll wait till 10am.. If he is not picking me up by that time, i'll just cancel the plan to accompany him..

I've so much more better thing to do.. Having a long semester break but am still restless with this social life of mine despite the fact that am not too social.. Ehehehe..

So should i wait for him? To be updated..

Semalamku..

Semalamku.. Whahaha.. Cali jua bunyinya ah.. Watsoever.. I dont care.. Yang penting aku suka bunyinya atu.. Walaupun sedikit klasik tapi rugged jua masih.. Ehehehe.. Apakan aku ah?

Yatah bah kelmarin atu aku nada papa wa kn dibuat.. So akhir lah sungguh ku bangun.. Ku bangun almost 11 pagi yo.. Atu pun bnarnya malas kn bangun tym atu.. Pakal sja kna suruh ke umah sepupuku wa coz anaknya si Abib bday.. Hari jadi yang ke-2.. Kira grand jua lah sambutannya ani.. Mcm dlm atiku ku ckap: "Damit-damit pun bday grand.. Mcm th ia tau sgt jua".. Whahaha.. Ktara tah aku ah jelez.. But biar tia wa.. Its a way to strengthen the family bond jua wa plus makan free.. I like jua tu..

Petang atu, i went home and panyap my bilik.. Ehehehe.. Bersih sungguh my bilik time ni.. Its not that before ani inda bersih, its just that papers lying around wa.. Lgipun i trus pindah-pindah my barang.. Tukar their placement.. Siuk jua lah.. How i wish i can have new stuff for my bilik *hinting*

Mulanya i panggil kuarkan all the stuff like my katil, my mini-ice-box, my old tv and radio set (my tv mau channel Brunei sja ni di bilik ah.. my radio pun tuning style lama msih..), my dvd player, my lappy and so on.. Then only i asked the maid to clean it.. Vacuum nya tia the whole bilik and all papers atu i suruh masukkn dlm kotak saja.. Takut tbuang kertas yang penting by mistake wa.. Then dah ia selesai baru th i bkraja.. I buka the tabir and lap the kipas..

Batah jua lah i bpikir cna kn tukar the look.. Skajap kn simpan the katil bawah tabuk.. But dah i pikir balik, inda jua kuasa tidur bawah tabuk ani.. Lagipun kn if the katl i simpan sana, konpom jua i inda kana aircond tu.. Sasak i eyh..

So, mau inda mau terpaksa th jua i simpan the katil to the original place.. Payah wa mun bilik damit ani.. Ehehehe.. Mun basar banar payah jua tu krg mun nada kn dipakai mengisi.. Ehehehe.. Yatah, katil ani jua bah luan basar.. Mau tia jua katil queen size atu kn.. Ehehehe..

Then antah ah.. Ehehehe.. Dah selesai atu, nyaman jua sikit ati ani.. Al-maklum th ah.. Batah jua udah cuti semester ani p inda jua i telayan wa my bilik ani.. Tempat beradu n buat kaja wa..

Inisiatif kn panyap bilik ani pun pasal ritu msa my cuz Ajim tido d umah, ia tanya wa.. Katanya: "brapa kali kita panyap bilik kita ani? slalu jua kh?"

Tup.. Tap.. Tup.. Tap.. Mcm menyindir jua ya tu.. So i said lah.. The papers atu msa revision tu so inda lgi te-filing wa.. Ehehehe.. Sakit ati i jua lah.. Balum ko merasai ni.. Btw, lupa ku kn ucapkan congrates arah si Ajim ani pasal ia dpt msuk UBD ah.. Whahaha.. Bakal cigu ko lai.. Ehehehe.. Bah, elaun pertama blanja lunch ah di kantin UBD pun jadi th.. *julur*

Oh, bnarnya kelmarin mlm atu kmi plan kn ke padang.. Kmi as in Hanna, Dieja and Abang Taher tapi inda tia jua jdi.. Si Dieja ada function tia jua.. Ehehehe.. So krg malam baru th i jln kali.. Ehehe.. Kn liat bunga api with my cousins pun inda jua jdi coz durang ani brangin jua spesisnya mcm aku.. Cousin th jua bnar.. Whahaha..

Kelmarin ptg si Hanna jln sma si Schiz ke pantai.. Benci i.. Durg jln tanpa i ah.. Inda tia i dapat vaining..

Tdi brefore atu si Schiz msg i katanya: Kamu na ikut? Ikut lh.. Dmore dmerier~ bwa cdieja n myza tarus lau drg mau.. Pantai muara ayte.. Hehe..

Ia text i pkul 4.20pm but i received the msg pkul 7.12pm.. Dst ani th banar.. So i reply lah.. Ehehehe.. Kn 3 jam sampai msg ah.. Sampai bh udah ku ke Miri.. Adoy!!

Okay, hopefully plan kn jln krg mlm ani menjadi.. Boring i wa.. Lgipun i craving kn makan.. Urm, makan apa nah? Mana bleh gtau.. Krg inda i kna bawa jln.. Kna belikn i sja.. I mana suka tu.. Ehehehe.. Btw, pagi ni i ada urusan sikit, tapi akhir plg sikit tu dlm pkul 10.. Urusan apanah?

Tu melayan si Ajim ah.. Ia kn beli baju kemeja putih baru.. Whahaha.. Songkok lagi.. Cian jua eyh.. Ku ckap pakai sja yang lama then inda ya mau yo.. Katanya inda tia ada semangat untuk blajar..

Lai, mun kn blajar ani inda th payah kn luan cikar lai.. Bukan nya tempat begaya tu UBD ah.. Whahaha.. Btw, before ko aga aku esuk msg dlu.. Ijap krg tido ku msih.. Ehehehe..

Btw, gambar bilik ku krg th ku upload..

Lalala.. Faiz-Hs??

Lalala.. Siapa sebenarnya Faiz-Hs?

Mungkin ramai juga yang masih tidak mengetahui siapa sebenarnya Faiz-Hs.. Mungkin ramai itu juga yang tidak berminat untuk mengetahui siapa sebenarnya Faiz-Hs..

Aku sendiri tidak pasti bagaimana untuk mengenalkan diri ini.. Diri ini hanyalah seorang insan biasa yang mungkin mempunyai kisah yang kurang menarik untuk dikongsi bersama..

Terlintas di benak fikiran saya untuk membuat sedikit kajiselidik secara informal melalui 'google search engine'..

Hakikatnya belum ramai lagi yang mengetahui siapa saya sebenarnya tetapi satu fakta yang menarik ingin saya kongsi bersama di sini ialah kewujudan sebuah laman blog dengan nama saya..

Ia bukanlah sesuatu yang menghairankan sebenarnya, jika saya mengenali tuan empunya laman blog tersebut.. Ehehehe.. Akan tetapi saya tidak mengenali tuan empunyanya.. Laman blog tersebut ialah Effesslove..


Adakah saya Faiz-Hs yang dimaksudkan oleh gadis itu? Mungkin itu hanya sikap prasan saya tapi jika ada insan lain bernama Faiz-Hs, kenapa 'google search engine' tidak berjaya meng-capture entri yang lain? Ehehehe..

Apa yang pasti saya tidak pernah dan tidak akan pernah menjalinkan hubungan dengan seorang gadis yang hanya berumur 17 tahun.. Anak bawah umur tu yo!! Takoot!!

Saya hargai usaha tersebut.. Sekian buat hari ini.. Ehehehe..

My new layout..

I spent most of my time at home today.. Well, literally i can say that i didnt go out today.. I did but it was just for awhile with my cousins.. We went out very late almost mid night for coffee.. I wanted to drink tea actually but my cousins insisted that everyone should have coffee.. Ehehehe..

So yeah, arrived at my place at almost 1am and my cousin, Haji Azim [ajim] sleep over at my house.. The others wanted to join too but they changed their mind later on..

Having nothing to do.. So there was me busy with my blogging world.. He asked me so many questions.. As if, this blogging world is new to him.. He do blog but still on friendster.. I suggested him to do it on blogger/blogspot or wordpress but he refuse..

So to impress him, i said that this blogspot is more user friendly and for that reason too i change my blog layout.. Whahaha.. But i kinda miss my old layout..

Oh talking about si ex that still care about me.. The reason for why am saying so is that.. Read the messages from si ex..

Si ex (16/07 pm) : I knw its annoyin. The mc's i mean. Bt dts the only way i get ur attention n the only way u wud rmmbr me, aldou u never reply it.

Si ex (16/07 pm) : Oh wait, is si ex atu me that u reffering to? Wawawawa. Or m jst being prasaan? Bt nvm. I love tis feelings.

Si ex (18/07 pm) : Get well soon. Eat your medicine constantly every 4 hours. Nites. Tc.

Si ex (19/07 pm) : Huhuhu i read ur blogie just now. Mm. I knw ure out right now. Enjoy the outing yeah. Am homealone btw, mls ikut ke padang. I knw f tjmp u dsna, il b ignored.

Si ex (20/07 pm) : Oh crap! Whats wrong w me?! Sorry m suddenly teingatkn u. Adoi. Dnt mind me. Nites.

Me: I've nothing to say but thanks..

Si ex (20/07 pm) : Its ok. Its nt my cheap line. But i do think ov u. Out ov the blues uh. Jn lupa mkn ubat k. Get well soon. Jaga makan atu. Krg naik brt bdn g. Hehe

Me: I dont mind gaining extra kilos.. Am just expecting for a great life.. Thanks for the advice..

Si ex (20/07 pm) : Huhu its funny how i keep on expecting u to not being so u-r-not-mine-anymore. Antah eh. I just dnt feel liked. Bh mls th g. U seem bz. Tc. Nites.

Oh.. I was supposed to go out with my babes tonight but it was cancelled.. My day should have been better.. Ehehehe..

Options?

Why options exist?
Why we need to choose one out of two?
Why sometimes we regret apa yg tani pick sdgkn we want it?

Inda i paham eyh..

I got this from si ex blog.. Whahaha.. Si ex posted this posting after jumpa i.. Whahahaha.. Nyasal kh si ex ah?

Urm, this lately si ex bnar-bnar care about me.. Texted me.. Mc-ed me.. Called me.. I inda jawab.. Ehehehe.. Thanks for the concern baby..

Btw, i rasa terpanggil untuk ceta pasal 'options' ani but next time lerr i ceta.. I kn jln mlm ni but..

Okay, seeya readers.. Am loving you all..

Warung Zura? Di mana tu?

Earlier this afternoon, i went to see Mr. Jeff for my business proposal.. It doesnt take so long actually.. Spent about 30 minutes there doing the whatnots then i went to the Kg. Lambak area, not the perpindahan thingie where i saw 'Warung Zura'..

I said: "Owh, sini rupanya the warung.. Try eyh.. I wanna try the teh c special eyh.."

So i made a short stop at her warung and ordered the teh c special and ABC.. It wasnt that bad.. Okay jua lah.. But its a lil bit too icy.. Dont you think so? Have a try and lets talk about the warung.. Ehehehe..

Well, the warung is selling Nasi Katok and some drinks.. The drinks include the ABC.. They have this small red ice mixer/slicer.. Kuat jua gagarnya tdi ah.. Ehehehe.. Apar t from that they are also selling some instant 3-in-1 drink powder like Milo, Nescafe and etc.. Ehehehe..

The place wasnt big but just okay.. The thing am concern here is about the location.. Ehehehe.. Its kinda hard to park ur car at the road side if you are from the highway.. Wasnt a big problem but yeah but it will..

Wishing them, all the best of luck.. Maybe some might not know, that the 'zura' is referring to our very own DJ Zura of Pelangi FM..

Wanted to meet her? Pick your time, coz now you have the place.. You know it, its "Warung Zura"

What if ur Ex says..

1. Why did you let me go?

Bah, sapa yang kan kawin kn ritu? Inda jua i mahu tu becinta dengan u, tapi u kn kawin dengan urang lain.. Sakit saja hati i..

Oh puhlezz.. You are the one who let me go.. Never want to leave you, but guess what its your decision..

If you dont mind, why did you let me go at the first place?

2. Can I win you back?

Urm, yeah.. Awu.. I still need you.. Inda i peduli, u kawin or inda.. Mau jua i masih.. I miss the old times..

Sorry baby, how i wish it can happen.. But no.. Thing for sure, we will end up like this again.. So why should i bother to give you the chance to hurt my feelings?

As for now, am happy with our current situation.. At least, you have yours and i might losing mine again..

3. But I am very much happy with you back then..

Awu, i pun sama.. If dapat th, i dont wanna let you go.. Everyday you make me happy.. Siuk dulu atu.. Kmana-mana pun slalu together.. U out-station pun masih jua terasa u di sisi.. I windu all those moments..

Is it? Thanks for telling me so.. But dont you think, its different now.. Back then i might make you happy.. But now, it might not be the same..

4. I still love you..

If only i can tell you, my love for you even stronger.. Still remember the first day we met? I'll always remember that day.. Chrismas 2003, Singapore.. I miss you.. I heart you still..

Sweet of you dear.. But i dont buy it anymore.. So keep it to yourself dear.. I dont need to know that.. It doesnt really matter now..

5. When did we last talk?

Last time? Ehehehe.. The day am craving for Fun Donuts and we had our brunch together.. Thanks for the treats.. I cinta u sungguh-sungguh..

You told me that you do still love me, but you cant remember the last we talk? Whahaha.. I can still remember everything.. I might still love you but i must be strong not to have you once again.. Scary!!

6. Can you go with me?

Awu.. I want.. Kmana tani? Bh, u ambil me? I ambil u? Jumpa dmana? U pkai bju mana? Windu eyh.. I still remember all your baju.. I help you to packed them dlu.. I miss that moment too..

Where to? Whahaha.. Urm, no thanks..

7. Hey, can i give you/ask for a ride?

Awu.. Lakas eyh.. I want.. No, i need it.. I need no car if you are to give me a ride everyday.. Am loving it..

I have my own ride.. Dont you have yours?

8. Were you able to move on?

Inda kaliah.. Payah brabiz.. Like we were together for almost 4 years and in the end i failed to be the one.. Sasax jua i tu.. I still remember i cried alot that time and i stalked you too.. Rasa wa kn tau ur situation.. But am glad u happy jua with ia..

Oh, definitely yes for sure.. Its hard at first but yeah am able to move on..

9. I regret losing you.

Yakah? Bh, lakas th sama me smula.. I need you.. Trust me.. Need you.. I dont wanna lose you anymore..

Now, only you know it.. Its not important now.. Its just too late dear.. But thanks, it makes me feel needed..

10. I cannot keep my promise to you..

Awu.. I know.. Apa jua bleh buat.. But, still if you can just keep one of your promise, i would want you to promise not to let me go once again.. It hurts me..

Its okay, others can.. Ehehehe.. Luckily we didnt talk about getting married yet..

11. My parents do not like you..

Apa eyh.. They love me better than you.. Msih you ingat msa ur bro kawin? Whahaha.. U kna marah pasal.. Oh, mls kn ckap.. Durg lebih syg me dari u kaliah.. Thanks uncle.. Thanks auntie..

Owh is it? They only met me that one particular time.. Btw, i'll never expecting them to like me especially with that incident..

12. You have changed..

Yakan? Do you like it? Or u lebih suka me yg dlu? Please accept me for who i am.. Love me, for who i am..

Yes, i must agree with that.. Am loving the new me.. Thanks for such experience..

Congrates!!

Stayed at home today as i was not feeling very well.. Hush.. Btw, the night i went to the Padang with the babes i bumped into this friend of mine..

Both of them are my friends.. The guy used to be my hostel-mate.. The girl? She was my junior back then.. We knew each other because of an incident.. Ehehehe.. Wont mention the incident here..

The guy name is Eddy and the girl name is Aqillah.. Hope i spell it right.. Ehehehe..

Congrates to them for their engagement and its good to know that they are getting married soon.. Soon as in, in weeks time.. Am gonna wait for that day..

The girl show me their engagement ring.. Wow!! I wanted to get enggaged jua eyh.. But inda eyh.. Whahahaha.. I easily change my mind ah.. Inda tetap pendirian wa.. So indecisive me.. But who cares?

Bah, congrates!!

Am so demam..

Sorry for the lacking of update.. Am so demam actually.. Sakit bnar rasanya~

The Emergence?

Urm sapa The Emergence ani? Ehehehe.. Bah, tdi ptg lepas cover my friend class atu, join th ku my babes jln.. Well, durang jln awal plg udah so kmi decide utk jumpa sja d Food Court, The Mall.. Urm, awal tu ada Myza and Hanna sja.. Durg order udah so i pun order lah jua..

I ordered Fried Kue Tiaw Chicken, Sweet and Sour Fish dan Sambal Mangga.. Urm, the girls order apa ah? I pun lupa.. If inda slh Myza order Spagg with chix at Jollibee while Hanna ordered something from Makcik or its Babu Kitchen? Whahahaha.. Lupa i.. Myza blanja i minum.. Thanks babe..

Then sambil makan ni, beceta th durang yg they plan to go to the padang krg malam.. Like i was: "aku ikut".. It was almost 5 pm i think.. Sakit jua ati i tu duang plan without me.. Sasax lah i..

So i said: "bh i join but i kn beli baju dlu"

Pcaya baju i tym tu baju kaja.. Inda jua bisai kaliah kn dibawa ke padang.. So i picked the girls pkul 6 atu then we parked jauh lerr.. Somewhere arah Makam Di Raja.. Jauh jua tu babe.. But i love the trip plang.. Ehehehe.. Klurusan jua wa time atu kmi kn ambil Abang Sham.. Ehehehe..


Then almost 7 pm atu sampai th kmi di Bandar ah.. At first, Myza kn bawa mkn di Yayasan.. But gara-gara payah kn pilih what place kmi pun kuar lah dri Yayasan atu.. Lgi pun that night i want to eat something from the stalls jua..

Batah dah i craving kn minum Air Kelapa, akhirnya sempat jua i minum ah that night.. Msa bru datang tu i beli satu.. Then msa kn balik i beli lagi satu..

Well, that night we went to the area depan Bangunan Alat-Alat Kebesaran Di Raja coz the Padang tutup wa.. Whahaha.. And like what? I was only able to meet some familiar faces.. Pkir ramai th yg i knal ni..

So yeah, we stayed there and watched the stage performances.. Overall, it was bad.. I dont like it.. Walautah aku ni ada smangat patriotik.. But it was way below the par..

The emcees, the dancers, the singers.. Off!! A total no-no..

There was this band from Tutong by the name of The Emergence.. Whahaha.. How i wish that i can love them.. The band was not that nice.. The vocalist was not sound nice too.. I thought it will be a rock-ish band but..

Jiwang wa si Mamat vokalis ah.. Hahahaha.. Bowh suka ati ku jua panggil ia si Mamat.. Ehehehe.. Sorry dude.. But it could have been better though..

Kmi di bawah ni bising lah seperti biasa.. Melepaskan rindu zaman konsert dulu-dulu.. Bowh, mcm lama sgt sja wa.. But yeah, we hunger for such entertainment.. Sunyi kaliah Brunei ani..

Msa diri-diri di depan pentas tu, ada this guy.. Kiut lerr.. No.. Hensem lerr.. Yatah ia diri with the friends di belakang kami bnarnya.. Mcm balik-balik jua si Hanna melirik arahnya.. Whahahaha..

He looked like a young nice looking chinese guy.. But akhir atu, ia pindah to our side wa.. Very close to us.. Then ia ikut jua mengucap the performers.. Whahahaha.. Urang mlayu ya eyh.. :p

Then msa the stage performance abis, balik tia.. Boring!! Rugi si Hanna.. I think si Myza inda tau ni sapa that guy.. Ehehehe..

Then i sampai rumah at 12 mid night..

Btw, si Hanna suka sangat kn the guy sampai, ia buat pengakuan dlm postingnya:

The best thing is I puas cuci mata looking at this one cute guy who was standing behind us. Hahahaha. Ayoyo....so cute and macam cina yoo muka nya. Ahakz! *kaka paham banar tu taste ku cana hehe* Hidung nya lagi mancung tu. fuhh.....after that, he and his frens were next to us on the left. Kekekeke. Peluang ku tah tu sanang melirik2 ke kiri. Hahaha..

Last minute plan to the padang,,

The story will be updated later.. am very sleepy now.. But thing for sure, i've something special for all of you, that is of course my picture of the day.. Ehehehe..

Am not that vain.. Ehehehe..
[posing mulut munjung supaya inda nampak brisi]

Me helping the friend..

I have made up my mind to help my friend.. And the experience teaching small kids really fun.. Am loving it.. Whahaha.. Kids can easily love me.. True!!

So here is the short movie.. I know i should teach them and not playing with my built-in camera phone.. Ehehehe.. Love all the kids.. Well, this movie was taken during the second class.. There were 5 of them only but only 4 can be seen in this video [afternoon session]..

Thanks for the chance given to me and thanks for counting on me.. Ehehehe.. Am someone you can count on to.. Trust me..

More photos and stories will be updated soon..

Helping the friend..

A friend need my favour to cover his class.. He'll be having his SPA written test later this afternoon.. Ehehehe.. So should i help him teaching his students or i shouldnot?

Well on the other hand, i have promised a friend of mine to have a tea session this afternoon.. So yeah help me to decide..

Thanks in advance..

Me on the 15th July..

Photo of me last night..

Suppose-it-ly me and some friends should have spend some time together earlier tonight but due to some unexpected circumstances the plan has to be cancelled.. Uwa..

But i spent my night a lil bit different last night.. Ehehehe.. Went out with si ex for dinner.. Thanks.. Huhuhu..

Selamat Hari Puja Usia Kebawah Duli Yang Maha Mulia yang ke-62 Tahun.. Kekal Qaral Memerintah Negara..

Fall in love?

Sometimes people might ask themselves on how to know whether the guy loves you or not..

Just a matter of sharing an info, a guy falls in love with you when:

1. The moment he sees you, he wants you..
2. He starts trying to win you over..
3. He gets close, then closes off..
4. He settles into life as a twosome..

Oh.. But reality isnt as easy as the steps above.. If any couple can settle into life as a twosome then they pass the test.. The test of love is a long life test.. It doesnt stop, the day both of you were officially together.. Its more than living together..

What the heck am talking about love if my love life isnt go very smoothly? In a year time, my relationship broke for two times already.. If this last one, doest work as well, it will be the third one for me.. Its not a good sign..

Perhaps, am just the type of guy who cant settles into life as a twosome.. sigh~

The HM Fever..

Today i spent most of my time in my bed room.. I played some MP3 from my external hard drive.. Most of the song were very meaningful to me.. Melayan jiwa yang lara..

Around 8pm, my mum knocked my door and invited me to join them having dinner together.. Being so malas, i told her i dont feel like eating yet..

So, i checked my mail and updated my blog.. Then at almost 9pm my mum knocked my door again.. It wasnt locked so she enter my room..

Mum: "Napa ni? Inda ko jln mlm ni?"

Me: "Inda kali.. Malas ku.. Inda baik mood ku.."

Mum: "Kami ani kn ke Rimba.. Ikut ko?"

Me: "Malas ku.. Krg batah tu sna ah.."

Mum: "Bh, ke bandar th sja tani.. Liat cucul.."

Awalnya atu mls bnar rasaku ani kn bjln wa.. But dh my mum bawa atu, cian jua.. Lgi pun, i know that aku inda patut ikut rasa hati sja.. Kalau ada msalah pun jgn luan kn diingati..

I know, i still can live without ia.. So i joined lerr my parents meliat cucul.. There were my dad, my mum and me.. The three of us..

So dh di Bandar tu wa.. Inda sangka wa byk wa keta ani meraun bandar.. Meriah banar usul bandar ani.. Kjarangan wa bandar ani kn jammed time malam.. Mun pagi konpom plg pyah cari parking pasal urang kn ke bank tu.. Whahaha.. Tau jua ku..

Then yatah, liat kiri, liat kanan ramai urang.. Iski ku.. Di mana-mana ada wa urang bgambar ani.. Sedih jua ku lah time liat ada that couple taking photos together.. Jelez i.. Then i teringat msa last year, i went down to this perayaan thingie with si ex..

Time tu we were still together.. Yatah, parking inda plg jauh but we had so much fun.. Holding hands together.. Then msa tu i wanted to see the new arca yg arah tambing atu.. I said i wanna take photo sna.. Then beujan th kmi ksana.. Sweet jua lah.. But dh sampai sna inda jua bgambar coz kawasan atu kna tutup coz esuknya ada Majlis bersama rakyat.. Huhuhu.. I miss those moment..

This year? Frankly speaking, i dont know what to expect.. Wanna go out with si love but si love wont be around.. Awal dh ia gtau.. Then ani lagi ada problem sikit, konpom th lgi inda bjln.. So, i might go with my friends sja..

Got the plan kn bawa si ex jln but takoot.. Takoot i.. Biarlah dulu..

The Chat with Someone..

Chatting with someone and am loving the attention given to me.. Am giving that person a good attention too.. Urm, that person simply knows how to make me smile.. Thanks..

Unrest Life..

Yesterday late evening, i went out to meet Sham.. Urm, its almost mid night for god sake.. Thanks Sham for the time spent.. Am loving you.. Whahaha..

Actually earlier today i had a big fight with si love.. Its hard.. Dont give me any pressure.. The least am expecting you to support me with my life.. To be just there to listen to the ups and down of my life..

So here i am, just here where i belong too.. Trying my best to protect our relationship.. My last relationship doesnt last long partly because of me and now i dont want the history to repeat themselves..

If you think that this relationship aint worth any try.. So just let me know.. Love relationship is something that is unforceable.. I never want you to love me, so now i will never want you to leave me too..

Its for you to decide whether to love me or leave me.. There is no 50-50 answer.. Take it or leave it..

So being so tension with this relationship thingie.. I spent a good hour at Seri Mama, Bandar all by myself.. Alone till almost half past 1am.. Frust sangat wa rasaku ani..

I ordered Chicken chop with rice and a can of coke..

Lagu yang kna pasang lgi bnar-bnar suits with my mood time atu.. Sedih jua eyh.. But try jua kontrol sedih atu.. I sang along the songs.. Biarin deh..

People never know the real state of my emotion.. I sedih pun i bleh buat-buat happy.. I wah inda mau the people around me to be sad.. I slalu lawan perasaan i..

Senyum dalam tangis..

As of writing this blog pun i dh rasa sedih.. Byk lah.. It all about si love and some good and best friends of mine.. How i wish i can have a more restful life..

Bila kh agaknya hari dan insan itu akan menjelma dalam hidupku.. Owh akan ku nantikan hari itu..

Arcade Session at Yayasan..

After the Blue-Eden Session, I joined Schiz for Yayasan.. Well, it wasnt only me but Hanna, Myza and Qmah too.. On the short journey to Yayasan, the five of us were acting very crazy.. We sang some oldies song.. Despite the fact that we barely remember the lyric but we still rock!! Am loving the babes so much!! Really am..


Those songs that we sang were all those late 80's or early 90's song.. Ehehehe.. Fun!!

Then at Yayasan, Hanna change her $10 note for the tokens.. Urm, Thanks babe.. So there we go.. We spent most of the time for the k-box-ing session.. At first we sang that Christina song.. Whoa, payah jua ah.. Then the list go on.. We sang Spice Girls's song, Rossa's song, Jacklyn's song and few free songs.. Whahahaha.. Am loving it.. Love the babes too: Hanna, Schiz, Qmah and Myza.. Dieja and Mr. Boyfee joined us for awhile too..

Then, almost 9pm i asked Nazri to pick me up there and the babes insisted me to join them for another lepak-ing session at the Stadium.. I was like so malas to go at first but being such a supportive friend, sure thing i agreed with their request..

I didnt expect Hanna was to join me too.. So there were Nazri, me and Hanna.. So later that evening at around quarter past 9pm we went to the Stadium and the babes were not around.. Gave them a call and they were on their way too..

Urm, those at the stadium were Dieja and Mr. Boyfee, Hanna, Nazri, Schiz, Moncel and me.. Owh, the four cousins of Dieja joined us too.. I emphasised here, its Dieja cousins.. They were not mine.. I never has any connection with them..

It was very fun that we danced along with the super sound system of Dieja's cousins.. We danced like crazy.. Ehehehe.. Fun..

Then at almost 11pm, Nazri and me have to make our move to send Hanna back home.. She got a curfew.. Ehehehe.. Then only we went to the Ahan-Thai, Jubillee.. I ordered an XL sweet-corn.. We were there till 12 mid night.. We watched Jangan Pandang Belakang there.. Ehehehe.. Funny!!

I arrived at home around quarter to 1am.. Siok jua lerr.. Photo will be updated once, i met Nazri.. I didnt bring my built-in camera phone that time..