Friday, February 27, 2009

Relaxing the Body~

I know the fact that i still have few outstanding postings to be updated but am just ran out of time.. Am so and very busy this lately.. Very!!

But later this afternoon, i'll go out with some friends for a body relaxing session.. We'll have our so-called swimming session or more to a 'berendam' session of mine and to go to the newly launched Book Fair..

Didn't intend to buy any books actually but just to look and see, what they really have to offer.. Ehehehe.. Okay people, see you when i see you~

Thursday, February 26, 2009

Wednesday, February 25, 2009

Pink Panther 2~

Soto Bunut~

Nazri..

Hanna..

Nazri & Hanna..

Hanna & Me..

Quickie Updates~

I just got back from Temburong.. The whole trip was okay.. Had a late breakfast at Limbang then once we're done with the project, then we headed to Retaie and visited Moncel.. We spent hours in the kitchen to prepare the food and had our late lunch there..


Left Temburong almost 3 pm and then we managed to do some browsing in Limbang.. Bought cartons of ciggies and all.. Hahahaha.. We smuggle 4 cartons of ciggies.. Not bad, as compared to human trafficking that we've done once not long time ago.. Wild and naughty!!

Later around 6ish, Nazri is going to pick me.. Its the payday.. Lets make Nazri broke.. Hahaha.. Later there will be Nazri, Schiz, Hanna and me.. I can promised u more pictures.. :P

Another Long Road Trip..

Its almost 5 in the morning and i haven't sleep as yet.. Its not that i cant sleep but i am still up for another footie match.. Its not a match of Liverpool but its Manchester United.. Just wanted to see whether they're really good.. They've done well in EPL but who knows not for other championship.. Hahaha.. :P

Wont give you the updates of the match.. Will let u know once the game ends.. Ooh, just to update everyone that this morning I'll go for another long road trip.. This time, am going to Temburong with Qmah to do the project.. Its a very last minute thing.. The date to submit the project report will be very soon, either February 26th or 28th..

Invited Schiz, but she cant join us later.. She hasn't completed her project too.. She intended to ask for my company, but knowing that am going with Qmah then she might go all by herself.. Sorry babe.. You should have let me know earlier.. Drive safe later babe..

Owh, the final score for the UEFA Champions League match between Inter Milan and Manchester United, ended with a nil-nil.. On the other hand, another England team, Arsenal won one goal advantage to AS Roma.. The goal was scored by the good-looking, Robin Van Persie.. :)

Liverpool match against Real Madrid will be on the 26th February, 3ish am.. All the best for my team..

Tuesday, February 24, 2009

Love at First Sight?

I have an issue here.. Once i start to post about relationship, i tend to look so other related article/posting about relationship too.. I don't know, its just me or me..

While browsing for a good article, i visited Harm's blog.. He did a posting on 'love at first sight'.. Somehow i find it an interesting article..

I quote: "Do u believe in that? Is it true that hatred can eventually change into love and otherwise? Why must it be a mutual consent? Can we learn to love? Why do we love when we know that in the end consequence is that we'll get hurt? Why do we bother to put 101% effort when we know it will gone one day? Why can’t we understand or see love? So what makes it work? How do you know that your partner loves you oh-so-much? Why do the butterfly feelings in your stomach occur every time you and your partner are about to meet each other? Is being understanding, responsible and committed enough to keep the relationship safe?"

So what do i have to say on this? I've lots to say actually.. But i don't to attempt all the question, all in one time.. If i do so, i strongly believe that it is going to be a very long posting.. I wont do that, so my plan here is to answer the question one by one..

Q1. Do u believe in that?

- I presume that the term 'that' refers to the love at first sight.. Telling you the truth, i believe that love at first sight do exist in real life but again, i don't think that it going to last forever.. Most of the time, people fall in love at first sight for the way they look or appear.. Personality? Charm? All these are just, non-permanent characteristics..

Q2. Is it true that hatred can eventually change into love and otherwise?

- True.. This is so very true.. I do believe that it is possible to happen.. In the end, both hatred and love are just feelings.. Feelings are something that is very hard to describe.. Feelings are something that is neither dynamic nor is static.. It changes from time to time.. We cant expect feelings to remain the same.. As per Siti Nurhaliza's song, "Bisakah yang benci disayangi".. Then how to preserve the love? Simply appreciate people who loves you..

Q3. Why must it be a mutual consent?

- In this boundary-less world, no one can live alone on it owns.. At least, there are two parties in every relationship.. A more complex relationship might involve more parties.. That is one of the reason why there must be a mutual consent.. It wont works it only one party is interested to make the relationship works..

Q4. Can we learn to love?

- We can learn Maths, and if we are very good at it, then we are called Mathematicians.. We can learn business, but even if we are very good at it, we are not even close to be called as a Businessman.. Love? It is something that we cant actually learn and at the same time, it is also something that cant be practiced.. The best you can do is to try.. Try to love people around you..

Q5. Why do we love when we know that in the end consequence is that we'll get hurt?

- This is almost similar situation that i've covered in my 'relationship matters' posting.. Its either you can read that posting or here is my simplified answer for the situation.. We still try to love though we know that we'll get hurt in the end because we believe that the pottential relationship needs to be given a chance.. Without doing so, we might not know that its worth giving chance.. If its not worth the try, then u've nothing to regret.. Be proud, that u've tried.. At least, there wouldnt be any 'what ifs' questions..

Q6. Why do we bother to put 101% effort when we know it will gone one day?

- Its similar to the answer above.. I dont want all my life, regretting for not trying.. At least, i can say, i've tried enough..

Q7. Why can’t we understand or see love? So what makes it work?

- Who said so? Thats is so not true.. As i've said earlier on, love is a feeling.. A special feeling.. It is something happen inside u and amazingly it can be physically shown too.. We know that someone is in love because the love itself changes that someone.. Yeah, at times it is hard to understand what love is.. But at least we know love is something complex yet beautiful.. It connects hearts..

Q8. How do you know that your partner loves you oh-so-much?

- There is no clear-cut way to know whether our partner loves us so much.. The way they treat us? No.. That is not enough.. Lots more need to be done to show what real love is.. It is undefinable.. But for me, if i have a partner, i know my partner loves me, when the partner loves me the way i love my partner.. Love and accept me for who i am..

Q9. Why do the butterfly feelings in your stomach occur every time you and your partner are about to meet each other?

- Hahahaha.. I always have this feelings whenever am about to meet my partner.. Its normal.. Well, i cant really explain on this one.. Not only the butterfly feelings, i would also like to add, the time spent to pick the nice clothes, to choose the right perfume, to get ready.. Everything is becoming more time consuming.. There is only and always only one reason for this, we try to be the very best for our partner.. Be the ultimate choice for our partner.. Ultimate choice!!

Q10. Is being understanding, responsible and committed enough to keep the relationship safe?

No.. It is not enough,, There is no such thing as safe in a relationship.. Being in a relationship, didnt give us the chance to sit back, relax and enjoy.. There is always things need to be done to maintain the relationship.. Please do remember, it takes two to have a relationship..

Monday, February 23, 2009

"Kedewasaan Bernegara"

Semua telah sedia maklum bahawa, tanggal 23 haribulan Februari merupakan satu hari yang amat bersejarah bagi kita rakyat serta penduduk di bumi bertuah, Negara Brunei Darussalam.. Tahun ini genap 25 tahun, negara kita telah mencapai kemerdekaan penuhnya dengan tema: "Kedewasaan Bernegara"



Dalam tempoh 25 tahun tersebut banyak yang telah negara kecapi sama ada dari aspek pendidikan, kesihatan, komunikasi, pembangunan dan sebagainya.. Kepesatan pembangunan ini sudah setentunya dapat menjadi ristaan dan kebanggaan kita sebagai rakyat dan penduduk..


Sukar untuk digambarkan dengan kata-kata betapa bersyukurnya kita, memiliki sebuah negara yang bernama Brunei Darussalam..

Sunday, February 22, 2009

Relationship Matters~

At this very moment am watching the footie match between my fav, Liverpool FC and the not-so-glamour Manchester City.. I don't know what to expect from this match.. Statistically, Liverpool can easily win the match but anything is possible.. Liverpool has not been in a good form this lately.. They didn't win, the match that they should have win..

Its mid-way of the first half of the match.. The match wasn't as exiting as i've expected.. There is no Gerrard.. There is no Alonso.. The whole midfield player of Liverpool is not adventurous enough.. This is not a good sign for Liverpool..

Get bored with the rhythm of the game so i did some blog-hopping.. As usual i blog-hopped to my fav blogs.. The bla, The blabla, The blablabla and bla.. Hahahaha.. :)

Visited this one blog, owns by a blog-friend of mine, Zoul and something grabbed my attention.. In the recent posting about friendship.. Its a quote from another blog actually..

It says: "People try so hard to create sparks in a certain relationship and eventually fail.. I saw people try and try to make a friendship that won't work. Whether it's because the other is not interested or their personalities are just too different,"

I've things to be shared here.. First of all, I'd love to say that this may not only apply in friendship life but in any relationship as a whole..

My argument is that, it is so very true that no matter how hard we try to make a relationship work, eventually it might fail.. As a partner, when we are in a relationship, we will try our best to make things work.. We will try to do things that we are not used to.. We try to adjust ourselves to the not-so-great-situation of being together.. We just don't bother to give up, coz we expected things going better each day..

In short, we are very determined to do anything just to protect the relationship.. But again will this be worthwhile? If it is, so you're lucky.. But if it is meant to fail, then it failed you.. Giving up so many things yet gaining nothing in the end.. So not worthied.. Sounds so crazy? No!! That's life dear..

But again, on the other hand, if we didn't try our best to make the relationship work, how can we know that there is actually no hope for the potential relationship? I strongly believe that, at least one party needs to show their true intention to make the relationship works..

Trust me.. Believe in me.. No relationship will going to work well, if either party is just sit back, relax and enjoying the moment alone.. Share the great-worst-moment together.. Do things together.. In the end, that's the main reason for living together.. Don't you think so?

Tell you what, that is not the very end of my argument.. The writer was suggesting that perhaps the reason for the relationship being failed was either because the other is not interested or their personalities are just too different..

I need not have to justify the the first reason for being failed.. It is so damn true.. When a party is not interested in making the relationship works from the first place, then why bother to work so hard? Its only worth to try if you are in the situation of clueless yellow... Not in the situation of being absolute green or red..

But for the second reason of being failed.. No!! No!! No!! That's one of the lame-est thing that i've ever heard/read.. Sorry for not being polite.. But hey, am just sharing my thoughts here.. I respects your suggestion though..

Truly speaking, the reason to disagree is that, in real life that is not always the situation.. Having very similar personalities is not good.. Well, at first it might be a positive thing in a relationship, the both of you can share so many things together be it from food, drinks, sports, movies and so on.. Thousand thanks to the similar personalities that you've got.. That's could easily make the bond strong.. But, this is not going to happen in a long run..

In the long run, when you have a very similar personalities, it might make your partner boring.. There is nothing much to explore.. No surprises in life can be expected.. There is no colour in the relationship.. It is simply dull.. Huhuhu.. Break-up, is the end product of such relationship..

On the other hand, if their personalities are different, then the two parties can get to know each other better, in-and-out.. Expecting so many things, but the outcomes are so different.. It is something fun.. Small fight here-and-there just to come up with a solution like where to have the dinner together or what movie to be watched.. Funny..

Then being so different enable us to widen our horizon as well.. Great-good thing about in a relationship is that it gives a positive vibe.. It makes you wanting to try new things.. If he love football, then you'll start to love football as well.. Reason? It happens because that is one of the thing that u do and share together..

Owh.. I've said enough and guess what its almost the end of the game.. A tie for Liverpool and Manchester City.. What a boring performance..

I've been in the situation before and i survive.. Till then, seeya..

Saturday, February 21, 2009

Loving it so Much~

Frankly speaking, i don't know how to put all these in to words.. Words just cant describe my feeling at this very moment..

Well, some times last week, i did mention that my laptop wasn't able to function anymore.. Silly yeah.. I might be the one to be blamed but hell no.. I wont take the whole responsible for doing so.. It wasnt actually me!!

Anyway, i wont blame other people either.. Sorry for being a lil bit dramatic here.. Owh, back to my story.. Earlier this week, Tuesday afternoon to be specific i owned my self a new laptop.. Am so in love with it..

Guess what??

My previous laptop was Dell Vostro 1400, Black version and now i own the Dell Inspiron 1420, White version.. Seriously, am so in love with this new laptop.. It cost $1+++ now..

This is not the picture of my laptop..
But it is the same model, the same colour as mine..

So much thanks to that one special person.. Hahahaha.. Syah, thanks a lot.. I never imagine to get this from you.. Its way too expensive.. But i really appreciate it.. Loving u so much.. :P

Syah, its not even my birthday yet.. My birthday is in April.. Should i expect for something bigger for my birthday? Ehehehe.. Just kidding..

Ur birthday is coming very soon.. Truly speaking, its just typical me, not to buy present for the birthday celebrant.. Perhaps it has something to do with the 'PENGARIT' side of me..

Friday, February 20, 2009

Faiz-Hs is so Demam~

This is going to be a very short posting of mine.. I have so many things to be updated here.. But again to some extend am not feeling very well.. Its not just the flu.. I got this high fever, flu and cough..

Running nose and sneezing is almost my best friend.. I spent most of my time inside my bedroom.. I just don't like to be in this situation.. Potentially, it could kill me.. Literally saying though..

I might not go out tonight.. Some how am glad to have this 'Demam' too.. It gives me the opportunity to know people who really cares about me.. At times, it seems like they are more concern about my health condition than i myself.. Lucky me to have those people around me..

I appreciate all those love.. So people out there, love is in the air..

Wednesday, February 18, 2009

The Seri Mama, Delima Branch~

The Menu..

The interior side..

Another interior side..

The Delicious Sate..

Faiz-Hs..

Nazri..

Monday, February 16, 2009

The Trip to Seria~

Today is the real day.. Have to wake up early and left the house early too.. I don't really know if i can live this life.. But truly speaking, i just cant say no to the opportunity given to me.. The photos below were taken during our lunching-session at Easy Way, Tutong.. I had my Laksa.. Not bad at all..


This is the very first time Sham joined us for lunch.. General info, please don't let Sham and me together.. We fight almost most of the time.. Hahaha.. Fight in a good way though.. He's annoying yet is fun to be with..

Faiz-Hs..

"Bila Rasa Ini, Rasa Mu"

Urm.. Mcm banyak bnarnya kn ku cetakn sini ani.. But mcm payah jua wa.. Idup i makin busy.. Laptop i rusak tia jua.. So payah lah kn update the stories.. Ani pun i pinjam someone's laptop jua.. Sigh.. Ksian eyh i ah.. Anyone yg kn pinjamkn i the laptop, sementara my laptop ani dlm workshop-nya ah..

I went to so many places and lots to be updated.. I attended few special life-terrifying events.. I missed so many people..

Esuk another am going for another long journey.. Its going to be another breath-taking moment.. I just cant wait.. Allah Almighty.. I appreciate the love given towards me.. Semoga hidup ini sentiasa dirahmati..

Now, kn pkul 4 dh.. I blum lgi dpt tido.. Payah lah.. Byk mcm kn dipikirkn time ni.. So masa sunyi sepi cani ani th peluang untuk memikirkan hidup.. Perjalanan hidup yang penuh onak dan liku.. Tabahkanlah hatiku dalam mengharungi arus kehidupan yang semakin mencabar.. Urm..

Owh, tdi i liat the RTB Awards.. Banyak ceta ni psal RTB ah.. Rasanya ada wa kn i ulas.. But sapa lah i untuk mengongsikan perasaan di dada ani kn.. Pastinya i percaya dan yakin, bkn i sja yang rasa smua ani.. Apa kata urg nah? Nah..
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"bila rasa ini, rasa mu"

Saturday, February 14, 2009

'The Single' on February, 14th ..

Well, at first i mcm mls kn ceta psal the trip to Seria ani coz its nothing so special jua about it kn.. Nothing much to be shared here.. But memandangkan my craziey Hanna requested for my own version of the trip, so here it is..

It was Saturday, people busy planning their v-day celebration but us 'the single' have our own mission.. After the doing the whatsnot at UBD so we went out for our lunch.. Had our lunch at The Kaka Restaurant.. There were Schiz, Moncel and i.. While having our lunch, i text-ed Hanna and asked her to get ready..

Mcm after awhile, she replied my msg ckap ia bru bis mkn and kajap ah katanya.. Then guilty jua i slajur tu.. Then i told her lah, that we would only pick her around 1.40pm.. Mkn punya mkn, inda sadar wa it 1pm dah.. Kn hantar Moncel ke Gadong lgi..

Hanna the WE-WE Lady.. :P

Kmi sampai di Panchor around 2ish atu.. Bru jua si Hanna msuk keta tu ah dah tia kmi bising.. Mana bagi chance lagi ni kmi ah.. Pantang bjumpa wa.. Apa th lagi ani, after almost a month kmi inda jumpa..

Pecaya dri Panchor sampai ke Lumut wa kmi beceta nda pandai branti ah.. Like beceta atu lagi jenis mlabang tu.. Walhal kmi jua sja dlm keta ah.. Tbiasa dh wa.. Dh di Lumut atu, bnar eyh.. Karing leher wa sorg-sorg.. Paling ksian si Hanna lah.. Schiz and i bebata Heaven & Earth Jasmine Green Tea dh.. Yatah msa ku karing leher atu, minum ku jua.. Si Hanna wa inda pandai minum ani.. Hahahaha.. Ksian deh lo..

Dh projek Seria and Lumut atu dah berhasil, so kmi plan kn balik lah.. But liat jam awal jua msih so si Schiz bawa ke Tasek Merimbun.. Well, i dont mind bnarnya.. I ni pun jenis yang suka sight-seeing jua kn.. So kira no objection lah..

Schiz the sneeze-a-lot driver..

Then apa nah.. Kmi salah msuk wa.. Plan awal tu kn msuk arh Tanjung Maya but kmi tmasuk arh Ukong and Long Mayan ah.. Kpisan jauhnya kn sampai ke Tasek Merimbun atu.. Like it takes 25km of journey.. Terasa brabis lah the journey psal inda byk yg kn diliat di kawasan atu.. Bkas banjir sja lah.. Tanah susur.. Jalan raya tutup separuh and so on.. The journey took almost 2 hours lah.. Batah tu..

Yatah kn dijadikn cerita wa.. Msa on the way di Kg urang yg inda byk umah n nada kadai ani si Hanna kn WE-WE tia jua.. Haiya bida wa usulnya menahan ah.. Ku pebunkn wa ia ah.. But cian jua ku, mcm ia mnahan tu more than half an hour.. Kpisan.. Wawawa..

Faiz-Hs and Hanna the WE-WE Lady..

The cali part is when kmi tliat surau sna.. Hahaha.. Nyaman atinya wa slajur.. Mcm iski ya mliat jamban ah.. Biasanya urg iski mliat something yg grand, ia lain wa iski mliat jamban.. Hahaha.. :P

How in the world, i mrasa syukur dgn apa yg tlah dilimpahkan ke atas keluarga ku.. Inda kaya p sederhana dlm smua hal.. Alhamdulillah.. Kekadang tpikir jua, cna durg dpt survive with such situation ah? I cant see myself to live in such place..

SYUKRI-BI-NIKMATILLAH

That day, kmi balik dri Tutong around 7ish pm then ambil Moncel at Gadong around 8pm, then aga Chumie around 8ish pm at Lambak, then jln-jln lgi.. Bjaur til pagi yo.. Yatah idup urg single ni.. Am so loving all of u.. It would be even more fun if we were lebih ramai tdi.. Ehehehe.. Thanks for the night!!

Facts:
Hanna flunked her Geo..

Do not let her be ur tour guide..

Thursday, February 12, 2009

Alip oh Alip..

Entah lah.. Mlm ni memang i dh plan kn kuar with durg Schiz and Nazri but inda tau kn kmana.. So i suggested, the RTB Carnival..

I've heard a lot about this carnival.. The upcoming RTB Awards and so on.. Somehow, am overly-exited kn ksana.. I just don't know why.. Mcm siuk wa.. But peduli-in deh.. I dont need reason to go there.. If kn ksana atu ksana th sja wa.. Jgn th kn susah-susah cari alasan lgi.. Ehehehe..


So tdi around 7pm atu kmi selamat sampai d icc wah.. Heran jua ku tym kmi sampai sana ah.. Pcaya!! Mcm inda byk wa krita sana ah.. Inda jua ku puas ati tu.. Plus boring jua tu if inda ramai urg..

Being majal, ku turun th kmi ni.. Well, antara kmi 3 urang ani, of course lah aku yg plg inda pemajal.. Ehehehe.. Turun atu, ku tanya kn wa the security on duty ah.. Then ia gtau lah, yg mlm ni awal durg tutup psal mlm Jumat wa.. Haiya.. Sasak jua i tu..

Then inda th kmi tau kn kmana.. Biasa ni kmi ah.. Setiap kli jln atu, inda kmi tau tu kn kmana.. In the end, kmi agreed kn lepak di KFC (Kianggeh).. Boleh lah.. Inda jua ramai bnar urg.. Cuaca pun okay jua usulnya.. Nada lah mcm kn ujan.. If ujan payah wa kn lepak ah..

Msa kmi di KFC atu, duduk th kmi arh our usual restaurant atu.. Restaurant plg ujung ah.. The one yg uniform durg warna merah.. Kmi ni 3 urang sja p duduk arh meja besar ah, yg ampir dgn tempat jual sate.. Hahahaha..

Ceta-ceta.. All those kisah lama tekuar wa.. Ada sja kn kmi ceta kn atu.. Bising lgi tu.. Inda pandai sunyi ni kmi ah.. Walau th kmi 2 urang sja tu.. Mcm ada jua urg kiri-kanan bliatan atu.. Biarin deh.. Durg bayar, kmi pun bayar kliah.. Minta maaf sja ah.. Ikhlas ku ni minta maaf ah.. Jgn th diragui lgi..

Msa siuk-siuk bceta atu.. Kjumpahan th jua ku my old buddy, Bro Ganz (P2F Season 1).. He was with a friend of him.. Singgah ya arh kmi duduk atu.. Beceta-ceta lgi sma ia.. Lama dh ku inda jumpa ia ni.. We were very close msa 2005.. Siuk lah that tym, like almost every night we hang out together..

Bro Ganz (P2F Season 1)..

Biasa dh ku ni.. If bjumpa atu, inda be-ucapan sama sendiri inda sah.. Hahaha.. Mcm-mcm wa.. I asked him about life and so on.. Yatah katanya he got a job offer from HSBC.. All the best lah for him..

Satu hal yg ku heran sikit dgn ia ni is the fact yg ia ni cepat kboringan ni.. Hahaha.. Previously he worked with BSP, then buka his own business and now kn kerja tia kli smula? Ntah ia eyh.. All the best of luck in life for him.. Bro, nanti th we hang out lgi ah..

Mlm tdi Schiz, Nazri and i stayed sna til half past 11pm.. Hahahaha.. Asal kn balik, mesti ada sja halangan atu.. Mkin byk tia kn diceta kn ah.. Cali jua tu.. But yg pastinya, mlm ni aku lh yg jdi mangsa durg Schiz and Nazri.. Sasak ku.. :P Msa kn balik tu, i drive lintas the RTB building.. Guess what, tliat th kmi someone's familiar kuar dri RTB atu.. It was Abg. Darman..

Yatah, psal kn jumpa ia japs so kmi i pusing lah arh the RTB parking lot.. Hahaha.. Kjumpahan kmi durg DJ Ryan and DJ Aliff.. Hahaha.. Nervous ku slajur.. Walhal, it wasnt the first time tliat durg atu.. Hahahaha..

DJ Ryan (Left) & DJ Aliff (Right)

Well, DJ Ryan biasa dh i liat.. My course-mate.. He's such a nice person jua.. Asal jumpa ia pun mcm-mcm bleh diceta kn.. Siuk jua lah.. He's being so friendly so far..

DJ Aliff? Ntah ah.. Inda i tau cna kn explain.. But yg pentingnya mlm tdi, i wished him all the best of luck for the upcoming RTB awards.. :) Kiyut-lah jua ia tu.. I bangga dgn tahap kondipen yg terdapat dlm dirinya.. Hahaha.. Respect i.. Jujur ni..


Mlm tdi i hantar Nazri to Rimba dlu.. Then hantar Schiz ke umahnya di Lambak.. I sampai umah almost 1am tdi.. Atu lalah.. But its okay.. Sja kn buang tensen.. Plus dh sampai di umah atu, inda jua i dpt tido.. So i lawat blog DJ Aliff.. Buat shout sna.. Hahahaha.. Rasa wa supaya ia ingat ah..

Guess what? Tdi ia tanya DJ Ryan whether i ni Faiz-Hs or inda.. Hahaha.. I quote: "yea... tu la ku tnya ryan bkn faiz hs arah blog tu ka... hehe..."

Inda sangka ia tau i.. Hahaha.. Iski i.. Suka i.. Kamvang i ni tym ni..

Something Familiar?

Will share my version of story later..

Am going out to the RTB Carnival later this evening.. See u there then.. Perhaps, my next update will be something to do with the carnival.. Am looking forward to see lots of nice-good-looking faces.. Anyone going there too? If u happen to see me, so please dont hesitate to say hi to me or even pat on my shoulder.. Ehehe.. As if am going for my meet-my-fan-session.. Hahaha.. :P

Analogy: love is a work..

Uncertainties to be Certained..

Well, a very good morning to everyone.. I might not exactly know, what am trying to talk here but guess what? I've this mixed feelings about my future.. I really don't know what to expect.. Am expecting that i can get this one right-away..

At times, i feel like am more than ready to have it.. But at some other times, i felt like am not up to it as yet.. Am so don't like being in this uncertain state of life.. What i need is certainties in life.. As much as possible, i want things to be certained for me..

I so don't like to be in dilemma.. Just to be precised, nobody's want to be that "dilemmic" person.. "Dillemic"? Hahaha.. It doesnt exist but i like how it sounds.. Sounds like, it is a so and very jargon word.. :p

There is this one blog-friend of mine, Shuaib.. He was saying that, he is in dilemma now.. I quote, as per his blog entry:

"After a rough overlook of things around me right now, I find that basically I'm in a dilemma.

There is one and only one thing that I should be doing, therefore there is no option, no alternative to what I should be doing. Yet, due to lack of focus (it's really saddening wah why I have lack of focus, banar), my heart's desire looks around and searches for other things to do. And when my heart does find other things to do, there the dilemma begins: Whether to do or not to do the things that I'm not supposed to do."

To certain point, the whole statement must be so true.. I can deny on the fact that it makes us in dilemma, which i really dont like.. But to some extend, dont you thing that dilemma itself is not a total problem.. It is just another challenges of life.. At least, to me it is..

These challenges in life, have their own side of beauty.. Telling you this one thing, most of those challenges offer you a wide bunch of opportunities.. So dont blame things for not working, the way you want it to happen.. Appreciate things, the way they are.. This includes people.. Ehehehe..

Being in dilemma gives you an ample time to think.. Think for the best and make the decision worthwhile..

Till then, Salam..

P/S: Wish me all the best~

Wednesday, February 11, 2009

It is Moncel Birthday..

Urm, today is Moncel's birthday.. It is her very 23rd birthday.. Well, she is not around at the very moment.. She is now in/at Tembird.. Will only be able to spend quality time with her during the weekend.. Every weekend is the only chance for us to go wild.. Ehehehe.. Crazily-wild together..


Tonight, i went out for cups of Neslo with Schiz and Nazri.. We went to the famous-Kianggeh and then we headed to the no-longer-famous-Jerudong Park.. Urm, am so into Neslo now.. Its Schiz who indirectly-influenced me.. Hahaha.. :)

My birthday greeting message:
Hey darling.. Epi bday to u.. Have a blast dear.. All the best of luck in life.. May all ur wishes come true..


All this while, i really appreciate our friendship.. Am glad that we've shared so many things together.. Glad that we are so strong together, supporting each other..

Have a wonderful birthday, Moncel!!

Her reply:
Hehe.. Thx 4 d greeting... Makacih jua sudi dgr ceta2 ku... :)


About few minutes after midnight, Nazri called her.. That was the time, when we sang for her a birthday song.. Happy birthday dear.. We'll go out again this weekend.. Missing u already now..

Tuesday, February 10, 2009

Izzam's Birthday..

Its Izzam's birthday today and am sharing some photos of him here.. Ehehehe.. I haven't meet him for quite some time now.. Its been almost a year now.. The last time, we met was during the Ramadhan last year..


As for this year, was only able to greet him through the text message system only.. Texted him a lil bit late actually.. I only remember his birthday, in the morning approximately 8am..

My greeting message:

Lurv, i almost forget it is your birthday today.. Hope this birthday's, the best one yet for you.. May all your wishes come true..


Life with you were relatively short, but the moment being together wasn't that bad.. Am glad, we are still friend now.. :)

Izzam, have a wonderful birthday!! Have fun!!

His reply message:

TQ, Faiz. Hav lots 2 tell u. I miss d old tym 2. I celebrated my bday not in Brunei agen diz yr. Bt i enjoyed it a lot. It wud b fun if u were ere. I'll giv u a kol once am bck in Brunei. W8 fo me.

Well, he only managed to reply my greeting message the day after his birthday.. Its okay.. I dont mind.. I appreciate his reply message.. Ehehehe.. :P

Btw, today is also the birthday of Hafizah.. She's just like a sister to me.. A sister of my very own lifetime best friend, Iza.. I miss her at times.. She's now in/at UK.. Doing her first year, first degree at Nothingham University doing what-so-ever engineering programme.. All the best for her.. I'll try to upload her picture soon..

Monday, February 9, 2009

The Seeds - Cerita Aku dan Dia..

Kehadiran mu di waktu itu,
Mengingat kembali salah satu kenangan,
Yang lama pudar dalam ingatan,
Kini terang difikiran..

Adakah takdir atau suratan,
Menjadikan aku di dalam pertanyaan,
Pertemuan yang tak disangkakan,
Menjadi satu persoalan..

Oh tuhan berikanlah ku jawapan,
Mengapa kini kami ditemukan,
Sedangkan dia sudah berpunya,
Dan bahagia disampingnya..

Mengapa semua ini telah terjadi,
Walau hanya seketika begini,
Luka dihati tiada terperi,
Tak dapat kau membayangi..

Dia yang pernah berkata, sukakan diri ini,
Namun aku tak pernah mengetahui, hoooo..

Apalah daya ku lagi, semua telah berlalu pergi,
Tak terniatkn ku pinta, untuk kembali..

Oh tuhan berikanlah ku jawapan,
Mengapa kini kami ditemukan,
Sedangkan dia sudah berpunya,
Dan bahagia disampingnya..

Mengapa semua ini telah terjadi,
Walau hanya seketika begini,
Luka dihati, tiada terperi,
Tak dapat kau membayangi..

Apalah daya ku lagi, semua talah berlalu pergi,
Tak terniat kan ku pinta, untuk kembali..

Ku sesali semua ini, ku sedih kran pertemuan ini,
Kerna sudahnya telah berakhir begini..

Pertemuan yang tak seharusnya terjadi..

Sunday, February 8, 2009

Happy Birthday Hj Hisam..

Haji Hisam is actually the fiance of my best friend Myza.. They're been together for years.. Without further ado, wishing him a very happy, happy birthday.. I miss the both of u so much now..


Its been awhile, i didnt have the chance to go out with the two of them.. The last time was last month, during our movie session together.. Ehehehe..

When the two of u, plan to bring me out again? When is the treat? Getting married soon? Dont forget to invite me.. Hahaha.. I know u wouldnt forget me.. Am such a love-able guy.. Mwahh!!

Saturday, February 7, 2009

Tungku Beach~

Owh.. This is to update everyone about my day, yesterday.. I woke up early and went out and accompany a friend of mine, Baby Girl to deliver Tam's wedding gift.. Its a big gift.. Nice..

We went straight from my place, Mentiri to Tam's place at Salambigar but he wasnt there.. Called him, and found out that he's still busy doing her last minute shopping.. Harharhar.. Baby girl, asked whether am coming tomorrow but i was saying that i wont.. My second cousin is getting married too..

So had our lunch together and v-called Mami Alai.. Urm, she's heading to somewhere.. Mami Alai, what are u up to actually? U haven't update me.. Btw, hows Keriam?

Afternoon, i went out to pick Schiz and Moncel.. We headed to the International Convention Centre (ICC) for the Open day of the Scholoarship Unit and the Higher Education Unit of Ministrt of Education..

There i met former lecturers of mine.. Met few other familiar faces like Mama Mirah, Dk. Amy, Fadhly and whats not.. Ehehehe.. Making the right choice, isnt that easy.. All the best!! Its just that all the new degree programmes are way too tempting.. UBD, ITB, UNISSA.. More options for everyone..

Then went to the Swimming Pool area and bought the Air Kelapa.. Ehehehe.. Tais liur wa.. Padahal di rumah byk wa piasau ah.. We didnt know whereelse to go, so we went to the Tungku Beach.. Its been so long that i haven't to this place..

The Tungku Beach..

Moncel..

Schiz..

Faiz-Hs..

To be continued later..

Epi Bday Ex-ku..

Urm.. Cana kn start posting ku hari ani ah? Buat mcm biasa sja eyh.. As if there's nothing special happening today.. Hahaha.. :P

Yatah bah, hari ni bnarnya bday ex-ku sii Jamz.. Huhuhu.. Sedih jua bunyinya eyh.. Walaupun ex. inda jua payah kn ke jiwa kliah.. Harharhar.. This should be a birthday greeting.. So i bet, i have to make this greeting more 'cheerful'.. Inda ja? Ehehehe..

It is her 23rd birthday today..
Happy Birthday to u..

Though our relationship didnt work, as what've wanted it to be, yet as a friend of urs, here is my birthday greetings.. *sama ni greeting yg i sent pkai msg tdi ah* Hahahaha.. :)

My msg:
Happy birthday dear.. I hope this birthday's, the best one yet, in every delightful way..

Have lots of fun.. May ur birthday wishes, all come true.. How very much u mean to me, more than u can know.. I cant dream, what life would be like, without u.. Nothing shall ever tear our friendship apart..

Have a wonderful birthday, Jamz!!

Her reply:
Thx swet hrt.. Nda sya tbls pnjng.. Hehe.. Tq so much.. Lap u..

Aku dgn ex-ku, sii Jamz..
Suweet eyh!! This was taken 2007 i think..

Dear, being me *yg sguh karit* i dont give people birthday gift.. But i have a lil something for u.. Something that reminds me of u.. Reminds me of all our good all days..

Ex-ku, sii Jamz..

Friday, February 6, 2009

Its More Than What I've Expected..

Urm, this is the so-called continuation of my previous posting.. Was ran out of time, while posting the last post.. Plus, i so dont want to write a very long stories in one posting.. It'll easily make u boring.. Ehehehe..

Did any of u know the fact that i've undergone a major operation sometime back in late 2005.. It was a corneal transplant.. Believe it or not.. There are few stitches still on my eye.. Its on my left eye.. Bowh panjang plg ceta ku psal mata ah.. But again, yeah some how, my eyes felt so tired last night.. It was along the way back from Lumut.. Somewhere along the Bukit Beruang area.. Luckily Schiz offered a help to drive, all the way back home.. Thanks..

Not long after that, guess what? I fall asleep.. I must be so damn tired.. Something bad, could have happened if i was to force myself driving.. Schiz, i owe u big time..


Then, before Schiz sent herself home.. We stopped to refill the tank.. On the way to Schiz house, my car produced a very weird sound.. Then after few moments, we found out that the tyre was punctured.. Gosh!!

Changing the tyre wasnt really my thing.. Plus there was no jack in my car.. So i've to call someone for help..

Should i call my dad? No!! He'll be the last one to know.. So i called Nazri and asked for rescue.. Ehehehe..

While waiting for Nazri.. Schiz and i exchange some good conversation.. She asked me, why dont i ask for Syah's help instead, as his place wasnt that far from the incident's place.. I dont know how to answer her simple question..

But some how, being me, a guy with full of curiousity, I texted two person.. I texted both Harm and Syah.. Its some sort of relationship and willingness test..

I just forward the same msg, to both of them.. Hahaha.. Me: U mana? Keta i pancit. Tolong i dpt?

Minutes later, i received this msg from Syah: Drmh plg.. U dmana?

Seconds later, Harm: Where u at? M actually out w a friend. Dpt plg p kami bali minyak lu. Dpt tunggu?

Me to Syah: Ni lambak ah. U pandai tukar tayar?

Me to Harm: Jgn th. Nvrmind.

Syah: Awu.. U kwsn mana? Me ksna awl ani wit my close fren. P u ada jack tayar? Psl jack my car arh keta my bro. Ia jln msani.

Harm: Where u nw dulu? Am willing to help. Huhu f u insist, then i cnt do anytn.

Me to Syah: I pun nada jack ah. Its ok lh. I'l try to tanya my friend lh sja.

Syah: Me otw dh. Cmana? Ada dh jack ni. U kwsn mana?

Me to Syah: My friend bru dtg kn tolong. Ia bawa jack plg. Bh u kmari lh. Mcm sorg2 inda pandai ah. Ni arh trafic light ah. Nda jauh dgn dewan kmsyarakatan.

Syah came at the place few minutes later.. Just in a very short time.. Well, Nazri arrived few minutes earlier though.. So i some how, changed the tyre all by myself.. Am proud of being me..

While changing the tyre, some how i feel some kind of awkwardness.. Ehehehe.. Everyone was giving me a hand of help, here and there.. Thanks..

Am i bad? I shouldnt actually took advantage on the whole situation, just for the sake of my stupdi relationship and willingness test.. So now, what it has to prove me? Nothing actually!! I feel bad for doing this..

Owh, the whole thing was way beyond my expectation.. I expected that Syah wouldnt even show reply me that night.. We had a row earlier on.. Perhaps it was my fault.. I brought up things.. Was it really my fault? I just need some sort of securities.. I hate uncertainties..

The uncertainties made me asked Harm, a relatively personal question.. He left me with more uncertainties.. Harm, thanks for the willingness to help.. I know, i can count on u.. Thanks!!

Thursday, February 5, 2009

Another Trip to Lumut~

I know, its been so very long that i didnt write any posting.. This lately, i've only posted postings with photos.. I bet that explains how busy i am..

Owh well, how should i start here? Today, i accompanied a very close friend of mine to the Education UK Exhibition 2009 at The Sutra Function Hall of The Rizqun International Hotel.. There were the 3 of us, Jamz, Schiz and i..

Jamz and Schiz picked me around 12 noon.. Ehehehe.. They have to wait for me to get ready though.. I wasnt informed about this trip..

We arrived at the The Mall, Gadong almost 1 pm.. The exhibition started about the same time.. So we agreed to have our lunch at the food court.. After spending an hour for lunch, then we proceed to the exhibitions..

We have to do the on-line registration.. The internet wasnt good enough.. It makes the que lines long.. I hate it.. :P

We surveyed few Unis.. Some offer good programmes actually.. I wasnt intended to continue my study as yet.. Wanted to have a good career and earn something big.. Something that i've worked hard for, for all my life.. Ehehehe.. It was Jamz who planning to further her studies.. Schiz is still on the 50-50 mode.. *confused*

I did most of the talking.. I love to talk to English-native speaking people.. :P Yatah krg.. As if th bnar.. It just in me, i love talking.. Be it in Malay or in English.. Kuat bkunyanyang ni aku ah.. Dh pun kuat bkunyanyang, bising lgi tu.. When i say bising, its really bising.. Am extra-ordinarilly loud!!

Late that afternoon, Jamz sent both Schiz and I to Schiz house.. Then only, Schiz sent me home.. Then i went out to pick my sis.. Arrived home around half-past-5pm..

Went out straight-away to Lambak to pick Schiz.. Well, the actual plan was to meet up with Hanna.. Its been so very long, that i havent see her.. At times, i miss her especially now, she's having this some sort of problem that i dont really know what.. I just dont want her to do something stupid.. Push away all those negativities dear.. If u need someone to talk to, u know where to find me..

Okay, the plan to meet Hanna has to be cancelled.. Hanna wasnt at Tutong.. Plus i have to go to Lumut to get my DST's handphone.. Some how, i felt my bag and the phone in Jamz car..

I've not driving this far for ages.. Am not so a long-distance driver.. Ehehehe.. Arrived at Jamz place quarter-past-7pm and i felt very tired.. Sangal wa the whole badan.. Feel like that i need a good massage..

Have a long chat with Jamz and Milah.. Fun!! Its such a great moment to spend time with people that we are comfortable with and of course with the accompany of kids.. I love both Shasha and Aliff Aslam.. Both are my so-called kids.. Shasha kamvang everytime liat i.. :P Bowh, am i being prasan here? Prasan sikit sja lah.. Huhuhu..

Jamz and I.. My so-called ex..

Schiz and i.. My hangout buddy..

Owh, dear people.. I did mention that i love being with kids right? The two below are both my so-called kids.. I love them both, Shasha and Aliff Aslam.. Msa cari nama for Aliff ni pun mcm i ikut-ikut sibuk check the nama-nama pilihan thingie.. Believe me, to pick a good name isnt that easy.. Payah babe!!

The newly-born, Aliff Aslam..

The queen of people's heart, Shasha..

The cute me, with Shasha's bike..