My September 2007..

SUNDAY, 30 SEPTEMBER 2007
2nd Updates: all about life..

Urm that day i skipped my work just to spend more quality time with my life bestfriends..

June gave me a call the day before that asking whether i would be free for movie which i immidiately agreed..

So on the day itself, we watched this movie: The Invasion.. Actually i dont really like it but May found the movie interesting.. Nice at least.. I scream some part of the movie.. Whahaha..

The son Oliver is so sweet.. I like~ After watching the movie, we (Jan, March, April, May, June and Uhuk) we did some window shoping and guess what? There was this Turkish guy chasing after us.. Or should i say, chasing just one of us.. The turkish guy made a short self-introduction to March.. Whoa.. Rugged eyh.. But whahaha.. It ended up that the turkish guy interested in January..

He said: "beautiful chinese look girl" Owh..

Siuk eyh!! Where on earth does he get the guts tn make that move.. I salute u, Mr. Turkish Guy!!

Then we went to have our so-called quick dinner at KFC, The Mall.. Did i ever mentioned that i really dont like that place.. Rate: 35 out of 100.. There is room for improvements especially on the customer service area.. The servers (both the waiters & waitresses) are of annoying type, lacking of ethics.. Dont they have guidelines on the Do's and Dont's? What do u feel, when while trying to have a great time with a not so mouth-watering dishes, the waiters keep on staring at u.. Dont stare, while people is eating.. That is RUDE..

Anyway, that day i spent a bit more time with May because i picked and escorted her.. Love all of ya my life bestfriend.. Mwahz..


FRIDAY, 28 SEPTEMBER 2007
A Wonderful Person!!

Owh gosh!! am running out of time actually but again i want to share this short posting with all my dear friendstermate..

Am currently seeing someone now.. am glad to have that person, coz i now i
can move on with life.. Best of all, now i can see a new world through that
person eye`s.. isnt that nice..

Take Care..


THURSDAY, 27 SEPTEMBER 2007
BETTER OFF SEPARATED!!

well dear reader, i kinda lyk this song at the moment.. am touched the the very first tym i heard the song.. maybe just maybe, i can relate the song with my past.. why should am talking about the past if now i can see a better world.. perhaps its so true that the ocean is blue..

The lyric goes lyk this.. Mwahaha.. ;)

Ohh no no no no,
If love was a bird, then we wouldn't have wings,
If love was a sky, we'd be blue,
If love was a choir, you and I could never sing,
Cuz love isn't for me and you
If love was an oscar, you and I could never win,
Cuz we could never act out our parts
If love is the bible, then we are lost in sin,
Cuz it's not in our hearts
So why don't you go your way
And I'll go mine
Live your life
And I'll live mine
Baby you'll do well
And I'll be fine
Cuz we're better off...seperated
If love was a fire, then we have lost the spark,
Love never felt so cold
If love was the light, then we're lost in the dark,
Left with no one to hold
If love was a sport, we're not on the same team,
You and i are destined to lose
If love was an ocean, then we are just a stream,
Cuz love isn't for me and you
Why don't you go your way
And I'll go mine
Live your life
And I'll live mine
Baby you'll do well
And I'll be fine
Cuz we're better off...seperated
Girl I know we had some good times,
It's sad but now, we gotta say goodbye,
Girl you know I love you, I can't deny,
You can't say we didn't try to make it work for you and I,
I know it hurts, so much but it's best for us,
Somewhere along this windy road you know we lost the trust,
So I'll walk away, so you don't have to see me cry,
It's killing me, so, why don't you go
Why don't you go your way (ohhh)
And I'll go mine (baby)
Live your life (ooo)
And I'll live mine (I'll live mine)
Baby you'll do well (I'll be fine)
And I'll be fine
Cuz we're better off, so much better off
Go your way (Go your way)
And I'll go mine (I'll go mine)
Live your life (Your life)
I'll live mine
You'll do well (ohh hoo)
And I'll be fine
Cuz we're better off, soooo much beeeeetter off
So much better off...
Seperated

I'm sorry we didn't make it


SUNDAY, 23 SEPTEMBER 2007
Updates: all about life..

Owh, i know that some might say that i've not updates my blog for quite sometime now.. Its not that i dont want to, or have no time to but i did few attempts to post but it ended up either NOT DISPLAYED or NOT SAVE.. It just wasted my 1 cent to the drain.. Whahaha..

Starting with September 10th Monday.. Its just a plain normal Monday.. Feel so lazy to wake up so early, ended up i was over-slept.. *sorry for coming late, thou it was partly done with purpose*

Tuesday, 11th September.. It was my sis Hana graduation day.. Congrats sis, deep inside me i said to my self that i want to be just like u.. I used to tell others that we're twins.. *so child-minded me at that particular time*

Had breakfast with some managers that morning.. We plan to have it at the International Convention Center/Centre (ICC) Restaurant but sad to say that the restaurant has stopped their operation due to the fasting month.. Shh.. Why on earth do they have to close so early? It wasnt puasa yet.. For god sake, the 'so-called religious people" will only cite the moon later that afternoon.. That the que for us to quest for another restaurant..

Finally, we ended up having our breakfast at Ministry of Finance.. F.Y.I the canteen is operated by the RBC restaurant.. While having our breakfast there was group of young officer next to our table.. Guess what? They pay for our food.. So nice of them.. But of course one of the officer is my friend old friend.. Whahaha.. Thanks for the food anyway..

After that we went to TelBru to meet this officer named, Mohd. Rushdi.. Discuss about few things *it takes almost 30 mins* Whoa, todays officer is so young.. Am not just talking about government officers who work at the office only, the same goes to todays teachers, doctors and engineers.. Am proud to be Bruneian..

As for lunch, had my lunch at Nyonya Delima Satu/Serusop.. There were 7 of us, i ordered the package of 5 Dimsum, a plate of fried rice and a can of pepsi *they dont haue coke*

The food was okay $88.40 for 7 people, considered OKAY but i kinda dont like the way they serve the customers:

1. They take order way too fast..
2. They dont repeat the order..
3. They take so long like 10 mins to get our bill *if u dont know how to total up the
bill, let me do it for u*

Btw, i met my crazy best friend, Rabi there.. I was to take photo with her but my phone got busted.. *sighs, mayb some other time darling* Btw, Rabi told me that am gaining weight.. I must agree with u darling.. :P

Listened to the radio that evening, it was announce nationwide that, the moon cant be cited.. Therefore, thing for sure Thursday would be the First day of Ramadhan for this year.. Happy fasting to everyone..


SUNDAY, 16 SEPTEMBER 2007
Staying at OGH..

This posting doesnt mean to be short but from today onwards i might just update my blog using my hp.. *sighs*

Owh someone texted me, asking when actually the stalking class.. Actually it was last 8th September..

A day after that, my friend invited me to his room at OGH.. There were 4 of us: Amir, Sufian, Hisham & me.. Siox la dat night.. Mcm we were so crazy.. We talked about so many things.. Obviously am the one who talked the most.. I even share with them the love stories of Mr. Pink & Mrs. Red.. *i instantly fall into tears, talking about them*

That night, we took so many pictures together.. Thou i am new to both Amir & Sufian but i know that i can be their good friend.. We have this so many things in common.. They love to cook too.. *that is, as per what Hisham told me* i should try soon..
Talking about pictures, i will upload them up if i am using my pc.. Whahaha.. Btw, that was my very own Sunday..

Thanks to Hisham for inviting me.. U'v been a good advisor to me.. U remind me of Nasrul.. Talking about Nasrul i wonder how is he doing.. Nas, hows teaching? *bowh kna correction ni krg my English*

As for Amir & Sufian, i love the two of u.. U guys are r0x.. Kmu jgn klahi lgi ah.. Amir, its good that there is jealousy in ur relationship.. At least u know that someone is care about u.. I miss those moment.. *kan nanges ku eyh*

If u guys planning to check in, do invite me jua ah.. Whahaha.. I love to kcau u guys tido jua.. But next time bring more chocolates jua ah.. Btw, that moment at OGH really sweet..

OGH, if u guys having new promotion please do let me know.. Otherwise we'll just crash into other people room.. Last but not least Vanda restaurant, ROXX!!

NOTE: the service was a bit slow but the food was so yummy.. OGH, u should contracted more good looking people.. Whahaha..


TUESDAY, 11 SEPTEMBER 2007
Stalking class: PART 1

OWH last week, me and some of my Life Best Friends planned to have this not stupid but crazy idea, to hold a stalking class? dont get me wrong, we people are not that desperate actually to stalk other people, but i so in love with this activities.. it comes with the thrills and fun? who is the best person to do it with, other than my very own Life Best Friends? The class were attended by January, April & May.. Actually March, June & July supposed to join us but again due to the hectic class, they miss the whole fun..

Whose idea was it at first? I cant remember actually but again i must say the master plan of the event was mine.. it happened that January loves this guy by the name of MIA so much and that MIA is having another girl now.. whahaha.. MIA and the girlfriend work at the same department (i repeat its not a supermarket, do i need to tell this?)..

Knowing her crazy idea, so i gave some brilliant suggestions.. the plan was:
1. Stalking September at UBD first..
2. Stalking MIA at his workplace: lunch next to his table, while he is having his lunch with the girlfriend..

Sounds great..

But sorry its almost just a plan as i hav no car to do the stalking activities.. Obviously, we cant stalk MIA using January's car.. Then thanks to May that she offered us to use her car instead..

January & May pick me up kinda bit early than what i was expecting, so at their arrival time at my house, i was just finished my shower.. sorry darling..
Then we went to that Mentiri area to stalk May`s boyfriend.. whahaha.. his car was there so we expect him still sleeping.. DONE!!

Next we went to that office of MIA.. on our way to his workplace the three of us listening to May`s CD.. whoa, what song is that again? "Terlalu mencintaimu" by Rossa, i guess.. we shared our opinion on the song`s lyric..

We arrived at his workplace before 12 noon, so we have to wait for him.. May`s parked her car somewhere not too close to his red car *to avoid him noticing us.. i mean, noticing January* but again not too far away that causing us to lose him.. whaha..
While waiting for him, we talked more about this MIA.. owh, i have no idea who he is.. i`v only seen his picture before.. (i repeat, his picture BUT NOT pictures).. at that particular time, there were these two guys in their formal government officer attire walking passed our car (opz, its May`s car).. The guy in stripes shirt was LAWA!! opz.. They drove ford and guess what, the driver waved at us.. (mcm mlambai ya).. whuhu.. But it would be much better if the passenger was the one who waves at us.. (note: the passenger is the young officer wearing the stripes shirt)..
ENOUGH!! we must stay focus on our target that was MIA.. Then soon after that, we saw him.. NO!! NO!! as being expected he`s going to have his lunch with the girlfriend.. we followed his car from behind..

due to some unexpected situation, we lost his track on our way to the Gadong area.. blame the heavy traffic for that.. for god sake we almost hit by another car (or we almost hit another car? i cant remember which is which.. it just too fast..).. Thanks to our crazy driver, May for saving our lives..

What a day? We lost him.. its just so true to call him MIA as in Prince MIA (missing in action)..

Then the three of us were so hungry then went to the Mall, for lunch at KFC.. this wasnt the plan.. FAIL!! but there was this one guy, nice one.. January & May were saying that the guy was LAWA but.... whahahah.. cian eyh dat guy but again he smiled at JANUARY..

After having that lunch, we went to UBD coz January was having a test that afternoon.. Cian jua January tu.. So April requested May to go around UBD looking for September`s car..

1. We went to the CH area, but NADA!!
2. We went to the FBEPS parking area, NADA JUA!!
3. We went to SHBIE parking area, NADA LAGI!!
4. We went to IPISOAS parking area, PUN NADA!!
5. We went to FOS/HEP parking area LAGI TIA NADA!!

FAIL AGAIN!!

Ended up, April & May plan to watch movie but no movie available around that time (2ish pm).. So we went to the Mall and go for lil-shopping.. April bought a new t-shirt & a sunglasses (a nice one as being picked by May).. Whoa, April was so sarcastic to the salesgirl..

Oh i almost forget, there were two guy stalking April & May at the Mall, they were cute in black but a lil bit too young for April & May, as May put it "Ikan Bilis-ish"..

Then the three of January, April & May meet up at Lee Loy Fatt and we talk about our day.. What a stalking class..

Few messages to be shared with my blog readers:

January: Droppin in to let u guys knw dt i miss u darls!! n i love u ols 2bits.. i njoy our moments 2gthr.. u r my pillar of strength.. hv byn der 4 me in tyms of need.. i cn never afford to lose u babes.. no matter wt i hpe we`l last..
Oh 2 April & May, tq yesterday.. i njoyd our adventure ish tym.. tho we n up losing our target, we gt dford guy waving.. haha.. tq 4riskin ur lyfs 4 me since we almst tlanggar.. May, u`r 1 of d gr8 craze drivers. kalah i daringnya. 2 March & June d gatherin? wen?

April: January, am loving it so much despite the fact that we were unable to get that Prince MIA of urs.. We almost hit another car.. May u r0xx on the road.. Tho the stalking lesson wasnt so successful but the lawa 'ford' passenger made my day.. :p Urm, the KFC guy was another good one but am still opting for the 'ford' passenger still.. Oh two guy who was stalking us.. Sioxx.. But sad to say they're ikan bilis as May put it.. It wud be much fun if March & June were also there.. July? Why should i bother ryt? whaha.. i need to ignore July as for now..

May: Babez, we`r alwys der 4 each otha evn during dhrs of peril, durin dslimin of our petite stmch o during its nlrgement (msa lmpuh 2 ah) :) n we're alwys der 4ech othr 4 another stalkin day as we had ysterday. i had fun as i alwz do wen i hngout w u guys, riskin our lyf..


SUNDAY, 09 SEPTEMBER 2007
Me and Music..

First Song: That`s Why by Michael Learns to Rock..

You're the one who set it up now you're the one to make it stop,

Second Song: Wait for U by Elliot Yamin..

So baby I will wait for you
Cause I don''t know what else i can do
Don't tell me I ran out of time
If it takes the rest of my life

Baby I will wait for you
If you think I'm fine it just aint true
I really need you in my life
No matter what i have to do I'll wait for you

Third Song: Burn by Nina Feat Christian Bautista..

do u wanna be an actor up in light
do u wanna be soldier and fight for love
do u wanna travel the world
do u wanna be a diver for pearls
or climb a mountain, touch the clouds above

be anyone u want to be
bring to life your fantasies
but i want something in return

i want u to burn
burn for me baby!
like a candle in my life
oh burn, burn for me, baby
burn for me!

are u gonna be a gambler and deal
are u gonna be doctor and heal
or go to heaven and touch God's face
are u gonna be a dreamer who sleeps
are u gonna be a sinner who weeps
or an angel under grace

i'll lay down on your bed of roses
to offer out my heart and soul
but in return

i want u to burn
burn for me baby!
like a candle in my life
oh burn, burn for me, baby
burn for me!

oh.. i want u to burn, baby.. oh..

laugh for me, cry for me
reach for me, lie for me
live for me, die for me

i want u to burn
burn for me, baby
like a candle in my life
oh burn, burn for me, baby
burn for me

i want u to burn
i want u to burn... for me baby!


Sunday, 09 September 2007
They were no longer together..

As of 7th Sept 2007, this is the very last part of Mr. PINK and Ms. Red conversation.. [i donno whether after this post there is more stories about the two of them]

HER RESULTS [RED's Results]:
i cnt lie hw hart break n sad i am nw bt am doin dz fo our own gud. am simply nt given up. i jz dnt wnt u to suffer even mor in d future. plz dnt tink as f we cnt be fwns. i cn awez b by ur side weneva u ned me. i wil alwez txt/cal u up cz im hpy to hv such a gud lover like u. promise me aftr all dt jz hpnd, we gt stronger. i ws actale wishin to raya-in w u. mm. f i matter to u den i gez, itd hpn. plz kep updatin me whateva ure up to. prmise to me dt we wont lose contact. i love u bt it hurts to c i break ur hart almost al dz wile. dz relationship cud n wud work f we cn b extra understndin, considerate, n patient. hpfully i will nt fade awy frm ur memories. cyg its hard fo me to let u go n i dnt wna lose u as of yet bt its better to be in a friend rlationshp, at least it never ends. m afred ul end up hating me n stuff. i ws countin days oso to meet u up b4. everytym u kn jumpa me, gawdh knw how eager n xcited i am. thx. i promise il mek u hpy weneva ure down o at tyms u ned me dou d situation is different now.

PINK:
Finally u said it out. wish i knew u months earlier. but its ok. an end of love commitment is not an end of a friend relationship..
thanks friend..

owh another mms from Ms. RED that a bit contradicting again.. why she requested for the relation to end but again she was saying that "dz relationship cud n wud work f we cn b extra understndin, considerate, n patient"

The word could and would as if she still wants the relationship to work.. Sorry if my comments are on Mr. PINK side..

Owh.. Mr. PINK be strong.. Btw, Mr. PINK wishes that Ms.RED will be happy with Mr. BLUE..

Sunday, 09 September 2007
RED is no longer with PINK..

*sighs* i just posted the conversation between them in the previous posting.. The conversation was held about two weeks ago but now i just received an MMS from PINK..
Am shocked.. No matter how much i cant believe it, but still i have to accept the fact that they are no longer together.. The Mr. PINK is no longer with Ms. Red.. Mr. PINK wanted me to shared these few messages of them.. [i dont wanna do it at first but i know Mr. PINK will be sad, if i fail to do so]

RED:
Hy. sorry f i offnd u w diz msg. No, u dnt deserve it. i sense its jst jealousy overwhelmin u. bt pls grasp me. its real complicated to be in my situation. at tyms im nt cnfidnt f i cn stnd any longer. i dnt wna hurt u cz i ws d hu gav u hope. i dnt wna mek u sad bt apparently i js did w/ot my will. i appreci8 evrythn u did fo me. its js dt, fo hw long g u wna suffer? it kills me to c u sacrifice to b d 2nd sdgkn u dserve a bttr ones than me. i knw luv is crazy as it gets stronger. protect ur feelins b4 i hurt u even mo. it kills me to kno m bein selfish all dz while. i dnt wnab bias bt sumtyms i dnt tink i cn make u hppy. hppy as in hpy dt every couple deserve to be. pls dnt get me wrong. i wanted to be w u bt at d sem tym i dnt wnt u to fel deserted evrytym m w hm *sighs* ure too gud to b w me. so wts d main point ov dz? i dunno. am puzzled. m soe f dz msg hurt u. plz dont cry & take me fo granted. am out of my mind reali.

PINK:
U got the point there. its for my own good. am glad at least u care about my feelings.

all this while, ur love is the main source of my strength but knowing this from u, as if u`r giving up now. its so not helping.

thanks that now u simplified the complicatedness of this relationship of us. seems to me that u just need me to seconded ur idea, for us to break up.

urm, a fren of mine said to me: "aint love makes people crazy". yes i agreed. it happened to me. never been in love like this before. but u`r simply the exception. never been the second but u gave me the opportunity to experience it. whether it is a good thing or bad thing, i so really dont know. thanks.

am so grateful that we are together despite the fact that i dont want to meet u at first. why is that? it is because from the start i know this relation wont works. but at least now i have almost nothing to be regretted coz i have done my very best to protect our relationship but of course my jealousy is too overwhelming.

if we didnt try it at the first place, i might say that i should have try.
"bowh, ada urg nyanyat", i just cant forget that.

u`r such a sweet lover and i dont know if i`ll be able to adapt my self to the life without u. tommorow is the 30th day we didnt see each other, but now i know the saying "absence makes the heart grows fonder" is so untrue.

i`l be missing the time that u teased me a lot. remembered that one day u said to me: "am urs yet u hasitated".

only gods knows how in the world u make me smiles just by reading ur msg-es, u make me laugh just by giving me a call. i guess i`l have no chance to celebrate the hari raya with u.

here i wont say my version of: i believe we should...........

i`l respect ur decision. thanks for the memories.

Thats about the first half of the MMS.. Hello, am not trying to be biased here but again being so closed to Mr. PINK makes thinking what actually went wrong in their relationship? Was it that jealousy of Mr. PINK?

The very last part of RED mms is a bit contradicting.. "soe f dz msg hurt u. plz dont cry & take me fo granted"

She is the one who wants to end the relationship but by saying "dont take me for granted" itself is as if the relationship is still on.. *am confused but does it really matters?*

Sunday, 09 September 2007
An Overwhelming Jealousy..

Dont ask me why am discussing about jealousy coz thing for sure, its an undeniably fact that am a man, full of jealousy.. But again this few conversation below is just a make-up conversation between a very loving couple [as of now, am not sure of the status of their relationship]..

Well, this couple is not an ordinary ones.. Their relationship started few months back (almost 4 months ago, i think).. I would introduced the girl as [RED] and her bf as [PINK].. Owh, did i mentioned she is also having another guy [BLUE] as her boyfriend?

Let me discuss this in the view of the PINK guy:
He has not been in a relationship for quite sometime as he still loves his ex very much.. One day, its happened that this one particular girl grabbed his attention but still he didnt to any action towards her despite the fact that the girl gave some "YES" gestures to him.. [let me remind u, the girl name is RED]

One day, RED asked PINK whether PINK wants to meet her or not.. At first, PINK unwilling to meet her, but again being so curious he agreed to see her that night.. That is the night that changed everything in his life.. Trust me, on the first night itself, they

KISSED!!

I believe i have said enough for the introduction.. The conversation are:

RED: (yawning) me sleepy dh. Wana sleep now. U tido th afta buat kaja atu. Nitey nite! Sleep tyt. *hugging u tightly under the covers* mwahz tc.
After almost 10 minutes, PINK tried to call his lover but the phone was engaged.. After trying to call her again, the phone was still engaged.. Then, PINK sent a text msg to RED.

PINK: Tido bnar or sum1 tepon u tu? Well, its ok.. put d blame to d
stupidity of dst server sja.. if bnar kn tido aga th.. nww, jgnth tgu my msg.. takut me tetido..

Then the so-called fight get started..

RED: Soe . me kn tido vnr2 ni. Tepon pun jap ja. Nvm lah if u nda caya me (sighing), lying is not reali my field. how cn I convince u kn? (sighing)

PINK: Its ok wa.. dfahami.. he got the exception to the rule power. Whahah. Nda kn jln p jln jua. Kn tido p btepon jua. Hehe. Its ok me nda mare.. bh tido th..

RED: Gawdh, cud u at least understands me? Me jln lastnyt n just now kna tepon coz its a gudnyt call.. Satisfied?

PINK: SATISIED!!

RED: What did I do kn? Np u tarus2 sarcastic to me? Bek g me gtau me jln uh. I didnt lie to u. u reali break my heart now. :( am so depressed. Thnx a lot.

PINK: U must be so sick of me. U dont even bother to mc me today. Mayb u need ur own time as for now.. its ok..

RED: My heart had been smashed. N now am re trying to heal up. I only expect one thing from u. hope it will change everything..

PINK: What? What do u expect from me? Dont expect too much. Great expectation leads to great depression.

RED: U know what u did wrong and u know whut to do when u do wrong. Oh well, nvm. Tc. Njoy ur day.

PINK: Am sorry!! Pls forgive me!!
RED: Cud u be more politer? Oh pls scratch that exclamation mark.. Am offended even mor yaknw

PINK: Owh aint it enuf? I made d 1st move to tgur u but oh forget it.. sorry..

RED: Oh I appreciate that u made d 1st move but plz dont take things for granted n dont expect me to forget things so easily. I have a fragile feeling. Harshness kills.
I know that being jealous is bad in a relationship but again based on the conversation and situation above, is it wrong for PINK to be so jealous? [remind you, he is not her first lover, he is an optional lover]

Sad to say but thats happened in a real world, where a guy is willing to be the second or as i put it, willing to be the optional lover just because his love towards her is so and very strong.. He tried his best to protect their relation despite the fact that he knows his girlfriend has another boyfriend and love the other boyfriend even more than she loves u.. SAD!! SAD!!

So is it a harm for the guy to get so jealous? urm, its up to the way u
perceived it..


SATURDAY, 01 SEPTEMBER 2007
Am so bored!!

1 letter from your name
~ F

1 thing that you are thinking.
~ what my love is doing now.. (bjln ya plg ni kalie)..

1 place you would like to be now.
~ next to my love..

1 thing that is infront of you.
~ the monitor..

1 name that is in your mind.
~ my love..

1 thing that makes you go mad.
~ my love..

1 thing that made your day today.
~ lunch with my A+ Friends..

1 thing that make you mad today.
~ nothing in particular..

1 thing that attracts you.
~ HOT people.. (u know who)..

1 thing that makes you sad.
~ Being alone.. Getting more carbs..

1 person you wish to see.
~ My love..

1 song that you just heard.
~ Separuh masa by Delima or The Lima (Gangstarz)..

1 movie that you had seen lately.
~ Ratatouille with my LIFE BEST FRIENDS..

1 guy/girl that attracts you lately.
~ Someone.. (batah plg udah.. my LBF tau tu.. laju th stalk ia)..

1 person you last seen.
~ Hisham..

1 person you last went out with.
~ Hisham..

1 person that you can't forget abt.
~ My ex.. ia kn blayar ni ke JEEDAH..

1 gift that you want to give to somebody.
~ My heart, sempena WORLD HEART DAY..

1 number from your hp no.
~ 8

1 thing that you can't forget abt last yr.
~ 2006..

1 thing about last night.
~ Another day without My Love..

Saturday, 01 September 2007
Right or wrong?

Still remember the time that i told u am gonna write something on FORGIVENESS?? sorry that am unable to do so at this particular moment as i forgot to bring wif me my pen drives.. ehehe.. but theres somethin to be shared on this topic actually..

Someone`s wrote in his blog about relationship and forgiveness, as if he wanted to provoke me to talk more about this two topics.. i`ll quote his posting as below:
Right or wrong?

Arguements .. *sighin* is it enough to say ure sorry? Or is it too much to say 'pls forgive me'? And Is it necessary to tell ur partner everytn eventhou its hurtful? Who is to blame? Those whos being truthful or those who perceives it in the wrong context? Am really puzzled. Whats wrong? Whats right? Should we stop bfore it bcmes worst? Or should we nt? *inhale deeply* sometimes i think being silent is the best solution to close the arguements. But will it work after all? A question that remains unrevealed..

whahaha.. isnt it totally provoking my topic? Well its kinda unfair if i didnt linked him to my blog.. click the following to link u to his blog: Mr. Provoke
need an arguement? well am not so good at it but thanks a lot.. it means that u do care to read my dear blog.. *winks*

Saturday, 01 September 2007
Me on the 1st Sept, 2007..

Last friend I saw: Hisham..
Talked on the phone: Dauz, my lil bro..
Text messaged: My love..
Ate with: My A+ Friends at Gdg Properties for lunch..

Today
I'm: miss my love one.. got jelous by someone.. (is it?)
Wearing: pink t-shirt, sma mcm Qmah mcm bjanji wa..
I was: Jelous but kajap ja..
Dislikes about tomorrow: its Sunday, my love grenti bjaur..

Favourite number: 174
Favourite movies: Ratatouille, watched with my LIFE BEST FRIENDS..
Am I missing someone: my love, my ex and Mr. Kasih.. whahaha..
Mood: insecure and full of jelousy..
Wanting: lots of cash & to be loved.. is that ever possible???


Q: What's bothering you right now?
A: Someone keep on texting without knowing who is the sender..

Q: The last place you went to?
A: Here at my grandparents house..

Q: Do you have any siblings?
A: Yes i do.. An elder sis, Hana (getting married diz Dec) & 2 annoyingly lovable younger brothers, Dauz & Opie..

Q: Do you smile often?
A: Yes i do & my friends say so..

Q: Do you wish upon stars?
A: Sometimes..

Q: Are you a friendly person?
A: Urm am a chatter-box person.. So does it makes me friendly?

Q: What colour is the shirt you're wearing?
A: Now? its pink..

Q: What were you doing at 12 last night?
A: Sleep, waiting for a text msg from my love but nada.. Tetido ya..

Q: When was the last time you cried?
A: Not sure but i still remember that 1 thursday afternoon sometime last month.. I cried coz something reali hurts me..

Q: Do you get angry easily?
A: Nope.. i dont easily get angry but am full of jelousy..

Q: What are you about to do?
A: Finish my study soon enough to get a well paid job.. whahaha..

Q: Did you ever check your phone waiting for someone to call?
A: Always..

Q: Rate life as of right now. Over 10.
A: 7

Saturday, 01 September 2007
Malay posting by ME!!

Lama dah rasanya nda buat posting pkai ckap mlayu.. tak kn melayu hilang d dunia.. ehehe.. Whoa, tdi msa tghari siuk wa.. mkn rmai-rmai dgn kwn d Gdg Properties.. walaupun tdi atu nda smua yg dtg p siuk jua wa.. siuk? tdi atu SIUK BANAR psal ampir smua yg bnar-bnar ku windu ada wa.. bnar th durg atu, syg bnar durg kn aku jua wa.. ehehe..

sebelum jln tdi me ambil Qmah dlu.. siuk la bgosip japs dlm keta den Ka Sofie ada dgn anaknya (kiyut eyh).. lama nda jumpa tu mcm-mcm wa ceta tkuar.. terima kasih pada yg dtg tdi atu.. baik th ku sabut kali nama-nama bisdurang ani.. mana lah tau durg baca blog ku ani.. whahaha.. (nama-nama disebut berdasarkan susunan durg dtg tdi).. Qmah, Ka Sofie, Krul, Zatol, Jamz (ex galpren ku p ia dtg dgn boiprennya tdi Debit Card), Mona, Rahman (Mr.Kasih dgn galprennya Puteh), Hudz, Mirah & Apiz (Loving couple, aku suka ni durg ah p inda apa aku booking dh anak durg).. whahah.. brapa urg kn tu ah? baek th ku kira pakah, krg ada yg ktinggalan ada yg nyamal.. 14 urg eyh.. ramai jua panya.. aku cayang kamu smua..

lpas ni, plan kn sungkai togetha.. aku jua lgi yg tukang plan tu.. whahaha.. yatah tdi Mona msg aku lepas mkn atu.. Mr. Kasih pun ada jua msg tdi..
Mona: "Engkaulah Pengerat Silaturrahim"

Mr. Kasih: "update me nanti ah.. Reservekn seat utk me n Puteh jua lah ah.. Have a nice day"..

Adui, durg show off syg durg ah.. aku mana mau kalah ni.. malas th ku pgil ia Mr. Kasih lgi eyh.. whahaha.. *julur*